Happy Saturday to all.  I note that we are now in the double digits on the date, which means we are approaching the midway point of the month of February.  I don't like the months with the long names, and don't like the ones whose names end either in -ber or in -ary.  February is the last of them until September (giving August a pass for the nonce).  And we are predicted to see a high of 48°.  Beats the tar out of the other Februaries that I recall with long stretches of sub-zero temps.  48° is not warm, but it is not sub-zero either.   I note too that the astronomers tell us that the "day" part of the 24 hour span will be 10 hours 56 minutes, we're picking up nearly 2 minutes every day.  In about 5 weeks, we'll cross the 12/12 mark.  A very good thing.
Yesterday was a very long day, but productive and, perhaps, positive.  I got very VERY little sleep Thursday night, and was back up around 04:30 or thereabouts, off to pick up Dear Wife after her 2nd round of "sleep studies".  Which went well for her, it seems she has developed a pretty nasty grade of sleep apnea, they had her fixed up with one of those masks and a CPAP machine.  Best she'd slept in quite a while, and didn't have to make a bathroom run or runs in the middle of the night.  Seems she has a tendency to stop breathing, which leads to some cascade effects  What happens now I am not certain, but we shall see.  Then back home, eat a couple biscuits, she showered off the "goo" from the electrodes, changed, and we made another 40-mile round trip to see the Primary Care doctor.  He pronounced her kidney infection cleared, freeing her to restart the Humira. 
So we headed back home, stopped at a local market (spending the money I'd allocated for the new outlet), and came home.  Made some lunch, took all our meds (mine as well) that are supposed to be taken first thing in the morning, then her Humira shot.  And we both went down for a much-needed nap.  She normally has to go down for an hour or two in the afternoon anyway.  I rarely do, but having had very little sleep for the week, an hour was needed and taken.
Today will likely be the day that we begin to see some effect of the Humira.  With the 5 or 6 week break in that routine as a result of the dangerous infections (and, trust me, they were quite dangerous), it may take a second round next week to really hit, but we shall be hopeful and see.
So today I may be able to catch up on some things.  I'm behind on just about everything, and sitting cooped up in this small place, with heavy drapes over all the windows to block cold winter drafts, means it's like being in a crypt.  One should not, of course let his circumstances rule his attitude, but yes it happens.  Gray skies and cold outside, dark and not a great deal warmer inside.
But I can't shake the belief that this is all part of a larger plan, that bit by bit, our trials are not pointless but are leading us somewhere.  That somehow, at some point, we can look back and say , "Oh!  Now I see!"  That the experiences change us in some ways that could have been achieved in no other way, that they throw us into contact with those we would never encounter otherwise, and perhaps for other reasons as well.  That belief, that faith, does not make the issues any more pleasant, believe me.  But they fend off the temptation to despair. 
We can believe this, because we have experienced it in the past.  Yes, the Lord truly does bring victory out of loss, and joy out of sorrow.  He's been doing it for quite some time now.  If His eye can be on the sparrow, it can be on us as well.  And it is.  A good song for the day, by the way.  Do you believe that?  I do.  And as the linked song segues into, "I Need The EVERY Hour".  Yes I do.
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The Old Testament reading for the day is chapter 13 of Leviticus.
This is one that I for one struggle with.  This reading, this entire reading, is on the subject of leprosy.  I have long been told that it's now to be called "Hansen's Disease". OK, I guess.  When we lived towards the Southwest part of the U.S., we were warned that armadillos are know to carry it.  Since I never once saw a LIVE armadillo (lots and lots of dead ones though), it didn't seem to be an issue.  So it made little sense to me, but I grew up thinking that all diseases could be cured or at least medical science would be the savior.  (That was before AIDS, HIV, ebola, and before cancer was publicly mentioned).  But perhaps there was more to the matter.  There is some learned discussion on the matter, I found a good one here.
                                            
Leviticus 13
                                                    1 And the LORD spake unto Moses and Aaron, saying,                                                    2
 When a man shall have in the skin of his flesh a rising, a scab, or 
bright spot, and it be in the skin of his flesh like the plague of 
leprosy; then he shall be brought unto Aaron the priest, or unto one of 
his sons the priests:                                                   
 3 And the priest shall look on the plague in the skin of the 
flesh: and when the hair in the plague is turned white, and the plague 
in sight be deeper than the skin of his flesh, it is a plague of 
leprosy: and the priest shall look on him, and pronounce him unclean.   
                                                 4 If the bright 
spot be white in the skin of his flesh, and in sight be not deeper than 
the skin, and the hair thereof be not turned white; then the priest 
shall shut up him that hath the plague seven days:                      
                              5 And the priest shall look on him 
the seventh day: and, behold, if the plague in his sight be at a stay, 
and the plague spread not in the skin; then the priest shall shut him up
 seven days more:                                                    6
 And the priest shall look on him again the seventh day: and, behold, if
 the plague be somewhat dark, and the plague spread not in the skin, the
 priest shall pronounce him clean: it is but a scab: and he shall wash 
his clothes, and be clean.                                              
      7 But if the scab spread much abroad in the skin, after 
that he hath been seen of the priest for his cleansing, he shall be seen
 of the priest again.                                                   
 8 And if the priest see that, behold, the scab spreadeth in the 
skin, then the priest shall pronounce him unclean: it is a leprosy.     
                                               9 When the plague 
of leprosy is in a man, then he shall be brought unto the priest;       
                                             10 And the priest 
shall see him: and, behold, if the rising be white in the skin, and it 
have turned the hair white, and there be quick raw flesh in the rising; 
                                                   11 It is an 
old leprosy in the skin of his flesh, and the priest shall pronounce him
 unclean, and shall not shut him up: for he is unclean.                 
                                   12 And if a leprosy break out 
abroad in the skin, and the leprosy cover all the skin of him that hath 
the plague from his head even to his foot, wheresoever the priest 
looketh;                                                    13 
Then the priest shall consider: and, behold, if the leprosy have covered
 all his flesh, he shall pronounce him clean that hath the plague: it is
 all turned white: he is clean.                                         
           14 But when raw flesh appeareth in him, he shall be unclean.                                                    15
 And the priest shall see the raw flesh, and pronounce him to be 
unclean: for the raw flesh is unclean: it is a leprosy.                 
                                   16 Or if the raw flesh turn 
again, and be changed unto white, he shall come unto the priest;        
                                            17 And the priest 
shall see him: and, behold, if the plague be turned into white; then the
 priest shall pronounce him clean that hath the plague: he is clean.    
                                                18 The flesh 
also, in which, even in the skin thereof, was a boil, and is healed,    
                                                19 And in the 
place of the boil there be a white rising, or a bright spot, white, and 
somewhat reddish, and it be showed to the priest;                       
                             20 And if, when the priest seeth it,
 behold, it be in sight lower than the skin, and the hair thereof be 
turned white; the priest shall pronounce him unclean: it is a plague of 
leprosy broken out of the boil.                                         
           21 But if the priest look on it, and, behold, there be
 no white hairs therein, and if it be not lower than the skin, but be 
somewhat dark; then the priest shall shut him up seven days:            
                                        22 And if it spread much 
abroad in the skin, then the priest shall pronounce him unclean: it is a
 plague.                                                    23 
But if the bright spot stay in his place, and spread not, it is a 
burning boil; and the priest shall pronounce him clean.                 
                                   24 Or if there be any flesh, 
in the skin whereof there is a hot burning, and the quick flesh that 
burneth have a white bright spot, somewhat reddish, or white;           
                                         25 Then the priest shall
 look upon it: and, behold, if the hair in the bright spot be turned 
white, and it be in sight deeper than the skin; it is a leprosy broken 
out of the burning: wherefore the priest shall pronounce him unclean: it
 is the plague of leprosy.                                              
      26 But if the priest look on it, and, behold, there be no 
white hair in the bright spot, and it be no lower than the other skin, 
but be somewhat dark; then the priest shall shut him up seven days:     
                                               27 And the priest 
shall look upon him the seventh day: and if it be spread much abroad in 
the skin, then the priest shall pronounce him unclean: it is the plague 
of leprosy.                                                    28
 And if the bright spot stay in his place, and spread not in the skin, 
but it be somewhat dark; it is a rising of the burning, and the priest 
shall pronounce him clean: for it is an inflammation of the burning.    
                                                29 If a man or woman have a plague upon the head or the beard;                                                    30
 Then the priest shall see the plague: and, behold, if it be in sight 
deeper than the skin; and there be in it a yellow thin hair; then the 
priest shall pronounce him unclean: it is a dry scall, even a leprosy 
upon the head or beard.                                                 
   31 And if the priest look on the plague of the scall, and, 
behold, it be not in sight deeper than the skin, and that there is no 
black hair in it; then the priest shall shut up him that hath the plague
 of the scall seven days:                                               
     32 And in the seventh day the priest shall look on the 
plague: and, behold, if the scall spread not, and there be in it no 
yellow hair, and the scall be not in sight deeper than the skin;        
                                            33 He shall be 
shaven, but the scall shall he not shave; and the priest shall shut up 
him that hath the scall seven days more:                                
                    34 And in the seventh day the priest shall 
look on the scall: and, behold, if the scall be not spread in the skin, 
nor be in sight deeper than the skin; then the priest shall pronounce 
him clean: and he shall wash his clothes, and be clean.                 
                                   35 But if the scall spread much in the skin after his cleansing;                                                    36
 Then the priest shall look on him: and, behold, if the scall be spread 
in the skin, the priest shall not seek for yellow hair; he is unclean.  
                                                  37 But if the 
scall be in his sight at a stay, and that there is black hair grown up 
therein; the scall is healed, he is clean: and the priest shall 
pronounce him clean.                                                    38
 If a man also or a woman have in the skin of their flesh bright spots, 
even white bright spots;                                                
    39 Then the priest shall look: and, behold, if the bright 
spots in the skin of their flesh be darkish white; it is a freckled spot
 that groweth in the skin; he is clean.                                 
                   40 And the man whose hair is fallen off his head, he is bald; yet is he clean.                                                    41
 And he that hath his hair fallen off from the part of his head toward 
his face, he is forehead bald: yet is he clean.                         
                           42 And if there be in the bald head, 
or bald forehead, a white reddish sore; it is a leprosy sprung up in his
 bald head, or his bald forehead.                                       
             43 Then the priest shall look upon it: and, behold, 
if the rising of the sore be white reddish in his bald head, or in his 
bald forehead, as the leprosy appeareth in the skin of the flesh;       
                                             44 He is a leprous 
man, he is unclean: the priest shall pronounce him utterly unclean; his 
plague is in his head.                                                  
  45 And the leper in whom the plague is, his clothes shall be 
rent, and his head bare, and he shall put a covering upon his upper lip,
 and shall cry, Unclean, unclean.                                       
             46 All the days wherein the plague shall be in him 
he shall be defiled; he is unclean: he shall dwell alone; without the 
camp shall his habitation be.                                           
         47 The garment also that the plague of leprosy is in, 
whether it be a woolen garment, or a linen garment;                     
                               48 Whether it be in the warp, or 
woof; of linen, or of woolen; whether in a skin, or in any thing made of
 skin;                                                    49 And 
if the plague be greenish or reddish in the garment, or in the skin, 
either in the warp, or in the woof, or in any thing of skin; it is a 
plague of leprosy, and shall be showed unto the priest:                 
                                   50 And the priest shall look 
upon the plague, and shut up it that hath the plague seven days:        
                                            51 And he shall look 
on the plague on the seventh day: if the plague be spread in the 
garment, either in the warp, or in the woof, or in a skin, or in any 
work that is made of skin; the plague is a fretting leprosy; it is 
unclean.                                                    52 He
 shall therefore burn that garment, whether warp or woof, in woolen or 
in linen, or any thing of skin, wherein the plague is: for it is a 
fretting leprosy; it shall be burnt in the fire.                        
                            53 And if the priest shall look, and,
 behold, the plague be not spread in the garment, either in the warp, or
 in the woof, or in any thing of skin;                                  
                  54 Then the priest shall command that they wash
 the thing wherein the plague is, and he shall shut it up seven days 
more:                                                    55 And 
the priest shall look on the plague, after that it is washed: and, 
behold, if the plague have not changed his color, and the plague be not 
spread; it is unclean; thou shalt burn it in the fire; it is fret 
inward, whether it be bare within or without.                           
                         56 And if the priest look, and, behold, 
the plague be somewhat dark after the washing of it; then he shall rend 
it out of the garment, or out of the skin, or out of the warp, or out of
 the woof:                                                    57 
And if it appear still in the garment, either in the warp, or in the 
woof, or in any thing of skin; it is a spreading plague: thou shalt burn
 that wherein the plague is with fire.                                  
                  58 And the garment, either warp, or woof, or 
whatsoever thing of skin it be, which thou shalt wash, if the plague be 
departed from them, then it shall be washed the second time, and shall 
be clean.                                                    59 
This is the law of the plague of leprosy in a garment of woolen or 
linen, either in the warp, or woof, or any thing of skins, to pronounce 
it clean, or to pronounce it unclean.                                   
         
 
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Our New Testament reading is verses 20-54 of Matthew chapter 26.
This gets heavy right away.  We begin with the Last Supper, and conclude with Jesus seized by the armed minions of the religious authorities and betrayed by one of the Twelve, one who had just celebrated the Last Supper / Passover meal.
Matthew 26:20-54
                                            
                                                    20 Now when the even was come, he sat down with the twelve.                                                    21
 And as they did eat, he said, Verily I say unto you, that one of you 
shall betray me.                                                    22
 And they were exceeding sorrowful, and began every one of them to say 
unto him, Lord, is it I?                                                
    23 And he answered and said, He that dippeth his hand with me
 in the dish, the same shall betray me.                                 
                   24 The Son of man goeth as it is written of 
him: but woe unto that man by whom the Son of man is betrayed! it had 
been good for that man if he had not been born.                         
                           25 Then Judas, which betrayed him, 
answered and said, Master, is it I? He said unto him, Thou hast said.   
                                                 26 And as they 
were eating, Jesus took bread, and blessed it, and brake it, and gave it
 to the disciples, and said, Take, eat; this is my body.                
                                    27 And he took the cup, and 
gave thanks, and gave it to them, saying, Drink ye all of it;           
                                         28 For this is my blood 
of the new testament, which is shed for many for the remission of sins. 
                                                   29 But I say 
unto you, I will not drink henceforth of this fruit of the vine, until 
that day when I drink it new with you in my Father's kingdom.           
                                         30 And when they had sung an hymn, they went out into the mount of Olives.                                                    31
 Then saith Jesus unto them, All ye shall be offended because of me this
 night: for it is written, I will smite the shepherd, and the sheep of 
the flock shall be scattered abroad.                                    
                32 But after I am risen again, I will go before you into Galilee.                                                    33
 Peter answered and said unto him, Though all men shall be offended 
because of thee, yet will I never be offended.                          
                          34 Jesus said unto him, Verily I say 
unto thee, That this night, before the cock crow, thou shalt deny me 
thrice.                                                    35 
Peter said unto him, Though I should die with thee, yet will I not deny 
thee. Likewise also said all the disciples.                             
                       36 Then cometh Jesus with them unto a 
place called Gethsemane, and saith unto the disciples, Sit ye here, 
while I go and pray yonder.                                             
       37 And he took with him Peter and the two sons of Zebedee,
 and began to be sorrowful and very heavy.                              
                      38 Then saith he unto them, My soul is 
exceeding sorrowful, even unto death: tarry ye here, and watch with me. 
                                                   39 And he went
 a little farther, and fell on his face, and prayed, saying, O my 
Father, if it be possible, let this cup pass from me: nevertheless not 
as I will, but as thou wilt.                                            
        40 And he cometh unto the disciples, and findeth them 
asleep, and saith unto Peter, What, could ye not watch with me one hour?
                                                    41 Watch and 
pray, that ye enter not into temptation: the spirit indeed is willing, 
but the flesh is weak.                                                  
  42 He went away again the second time, and prayed, saying, O my
 Father, if this cup may not pass away from me, except I drink it, thy 
will be done.                                                    43 And he came and found them asleep again: for their eyes were heavy.                                                    44
 And he left them, and went away again, and prayed the third time, 
saying the same words.                                                  
  45 Then cometh he to his disciples, and saith unto them, Sleep 
on now, and take your rest: behold, the hour is at hand, and the Son of 
man is betrayed into the hands of sinners.                              
                      46 Rise, let us be going: behold, he is at hand that doth betray me.                                                    47
 And while he yet spake, lo, Judas, one of the twelve, came, and with 
him a great multitude with swords and staves, from the chief priests and
 elders of the people.                                                  
  48 Now he that betrayed him gave them a sign, saying, 
Whomsoever I shall kiss, that same is he: hold him fast.                
                                    49 And forthwith he came to Jesus, and said, Hail, master; and kissed him.                                                    50
 And Jesus said unto him, Friend, wherefore art thou come? Then came 
they, and laid hands on Jesus and took him.                             
                       51 And, behold, one of them which were 
with Jesus stretched out his hand, and drew his sword, and struck a 
servant of the high priest's, and smote off his ear.                    
                                52 Then said Jesus unto him, Put 
up again thy sword into his place: for all they that take the sword 
shall perish with the sword.                                            
        53 Thinkest thou that I cannot now pray to my Father, and
 he shall presently give me more than twelve legions of angels?         
                                           54 But how then shall the scriptures be fulfilled, that thus it must be?