Happy almost-Friday.  If the Lord so wills, a week from now we shall be well into the month of May, which is my favorite month of the entire year.  Too bad it doesn't last about 345 days or so.  Oh, well.
We've been doing some extensive cleaning and de-junking of our place.  Which means hauling  out a lot of just plain trash, but also pitching or giving away or whatever, stuff we no longer need nor want.  So, for example, I found a used-but-usable copy of a small kid's book, "Inside, Outside, Upside Down", that we'd read to our kids.  Since the youngest is 28 now, and we will have no grandchildren, we donated it to the Niece Next Door for her kids.  Perhaps it will get some use.  Not much good to us.
But when you're doing these things, you come across items that make you stop and, perhaps, get a bit sad.  One of the things that I found yesterday afternoon was the little program from my mother's funeral just over 11 years ago.  It's something that has been on my mind for the last week or two, and finding that program brought it home.  And, in that program, I noticed one of the hymns sung that day as we prepared to bury my mother.  Lift Your Glad Voices.  A remember that Jesus has conquered the grave!  That's worth an Amen, I think.  There have been a number of recordings of that, but this one that I have linked is, I think, most like what we sang that day.
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Today, chapters 19 and 20 of the book of the Judges.  This is always a bit discouraging.  I rather doubt that the situation described here and elsewhere in the Judges, is what Moses, Joshua, and Caleb had hoped would be the situation once they had reached the Promised Land.
But I don't think that it is a good thing that a Levite, a member of the priestly tribe, had a concubine.
Judges 19
1  And
 it came to pass in those days, when there was no king in Israel, that 
there was a certain Levite sojourning on the side of mount Ephraim, who 
took to him a concubine out of Beth–lehem–judah
  2  And
 his concubine played the whore against him, and went away from him unto
 her father's house to Beth–lehem–judah, and was there four whole 
months.
  3  And
 her husband arose, and went after her, to speak friendly unto her, and 
to bring her again, having his servant with him, and a couple of asses: 
and she brought him into her father's house: and when the father of the 
damsel saw him, he rejoiced to meet him.
  4  And
 his father in law, the damsel's father, retained him; and he abode with
 him three days: so they did eat and drink, and lodged there.
  5  And
 it came to pass on the fourth day, when they arose early in the 
morning, that he rose up to depart: and the damsel's father said unto 
his son in law, Comfort thine heart with a morsel of bread, and 
afterward go your way.
  6  And
 they sat down, and did eat and drink both of them together: for the 
damsel's father had said unto the man, Be content, I pray thee, and 
tarry all night, and let thine heart be merry.
  7  And when the man rose up to depart, his father in law urged him: therefore he lodged there again.
  8  And
 he arose early in the morning on the fifth day to depart: and the 
damsel's father said, Comfort thine heart, I pray thee. And they tarried
 until afternoon, and they did eat both of them.
  9  And
 when the man rose up to depart, he, and his concubine, and his servant,
 his father in law, the damsel's father, said unto him, Behold, now the 
day draweth toward evening, I pray you tarry all night: behold, the day 
groweth to an end, lodge here, that thine heart may be merry; and to 
morrow get you early on your way, that thou mayest go home
  10  But
 the man would not tarry that night, but he rose up and departed, and 
came over against Jebus, which is Jerusalem; and there were with him two
 asses saddled, his concubine also was with him.
  11  And
 when they were by Jebus, the day was far spent; and the servant said 
unto his master, Come, I pray thee, and let us turn in into this city of
 the Jebusites, and lodge in it.
  12  And
 his master said unto him, We will not turn aside hither into the city 
of a stranger, that is not of the children of Israel; we will pass over 
to Gibeah.
  13  And he said unto his servant, Come, and let us draw near to one of these places to lodge all night, in Gibeah, 
  14  And they passed on and went their way; and the sun went down upon them when they were by Gibeah, which belongeth to Benjamin.
  15  And
 they turned aside thither, to go in and to lodge in Gibeah: and when he
 went in, he sat him down in a street of the city: for there was no man 
that took them into his house to lodging.
  16  And,
 behold, there came an old man from his work out of the field at even, 
which was also of mount Ephraim; and he sojourned in Gibeah: but the men
 of the place were Benjamites.
  17  And
 when he had lifted up his eyes, he saw a wayfaring man in the street of
 the city: and the old man said, Whither goest thou? and whence comest 
thou?
  18  And
 he said unto him, We are passing from Beth–lehem–judah toward the side 
of mount Ephraim; from thence am I: and I went to Beth–lehem–judah, but I
 am now going to the house of the Lord; and there is no man that receiveth me to house.
  19  Yet
 there is both straw and provender for our asses; and there is bread and
 wine also for me, and for thy handmaid, and for the young man which is 
with thy servants: there is no want of any thing.
  20  And the old man said, Peace be with thee; howsoever let all thy wants lie upon me; only lodge not in the street.
  21  So he brought him into his house, and gave provender unto the asses: and they washed their feet, and did eat and drink.
  22  Now
 as they were making their hearts merry, behold, the men of the city, 
certain sons of Belial, beset the house round about, and beat at the 
door, and spake to the master of the house, the old man, saying, Bring 
forth the man that came into thine house, that we may know him.
  23  And
 the man, the master of the house, went out unto them, and said unto 
them, Nay, my brethren, nay, I pray you, do not so wickedly; seeing that
 this man is come into mine house, do not this folly.
  24Behold,
 here is my daughter a maiden, and his concubine; them I will bring out 
now, and humble ye them, and do with them what seemeth good unto you: 
but unto this man do not so vile a thing.
  25  But
 the men would not hearken to him: so the man took his concubine, and 
brought her forth unto them; and they knew her, and abused her all the 
night until the morning: and when the day began to spring, they let her 
go.
  26  Then
 came the woman in the dawning of the day, and fell down at the door of 
the man's house where her lord was, till it was light.
  27  And
 her lord rose up in the morning, and opened the doors of the house, and
 went out to go his way: and, behold, the woman his concubine was fallen
 down at the door of the house, and her hands were upon the threshold.
  28  And
 he said unto her, Up, and let us be going. But none answered. Then the 
man took her up upon an ass, and the man rose up, and gat him unto his 
place.
  29  And
 when he was come into his house, he took a knife, and laid hold on his 
concubine, and divided her, together with her bones, into twelve pieces,
 and sent her into all the coasts of Israel.
  30  And
 it was so, that all that saw it said, There was no such deed done nor 
seen from the day that the children of Israel came up out of the land of
 Egypt unto this day: consider of it, take advice, and speak your minds.
Judges 20
1  Then
 all the children of Israel went out, and the congregation was gathered 
together as one man, from Dan even to Beer–sheba, with the land of 
Gilead, unto the Lord in Mizpah.
  2  And
 the chief of all the people, even of all the tribes of Israel, 
presented themselves in the assembly of the people of God, four hundred 
thousand footmen that drew sword.
  3  (Now
 the children of Benjamin heard that the children of Israel were gone up
 to Mizpah.) Then said the children of Israel, Tell us, how was this 
wickedness?
  4  And
 the Levite, the husband of the woman that was slain, answered and said,
 I came into Gibeah that belongeth to Benjamin, I and my concubine, to 
lodge.
  5  And
 the men of Gibeah rose against me, and beset the house round about upon
 me by night, and thought to have slain me: and my concubine have they 
forced, that she is dead.
  6  And
 I took my concubine, and cut her in pieces, and sent her throughout all
 the country of the inheritance of Israel: for they have committed 
lewdness and folly in Israel.
  7  Behold, ye are all children of Israel; give here your advice and counsel.
  8  And
 all the people arose as one man, saying, We will not any of us go to 
his tent, neither will we any of us turn into his house.
  9  But now this shall be the thing which we will do to Gibeah; we will go up by lot against it;
  10  And
 we will take ten men of an hundred throughout all the tribes of Israel,
 and an hundred of a thousand, and a thousand out of ten thousand, to 
fetch victual for the people, that they may do, when they come to Gibeah
 of Benjamin, according to all the folly that they have wrought in 
Israel.
  11  So all the men of Israel were gathered against the city, knit together as one man.knit…: Heb. fellows
  12  And the tribes of Israel sent men through all the tribe of Benjamin, saying, What wickedness is this that is done among you?
  13  Now
 therefore deliver us the men, the children of Belial, which are in 
Gibeah, that we may put them to death, and put away evil from Israel. 
But the children of Benjamin would not hearken to the voice of their 
brethren the children of Israel:
  14  But
 the children of Benjamin gathered themselves together out of the cities
 unto Gibeah, to go out to battle against the children of Israel.
  15  And
 the children of Benjamin were numbered at that time out of the cities 
twenty and six thousand men that drew sword, beside the inhabitants of 
Gibeah, which were numbered seven hundred chosen men.
  16  Among
 all this people there were seven hundred chosen men lefthanded; every 
one could sling stones at an hair breadth, and not miss.
  17  And the men of Israel, beside Benjamin, were numbered four hundred thousand men that drew sword: all these were men of war.
  18  And
 the children of Israel arose, and went up to the house of God, and 
asked counsel of God, and said, Which of us shall go up first to the 
battle against the children of Benjamin? And the Lord said, Judah shall go up first.
  19  And the children of Israel rose up in the morning, and encamped against Gibeah.
  20  And
 the men of Israel went out to battle against Benjamin; and the men of 
Israel put themselves in array to fight against them at Gibeah.
  21  And
 the children of Benjamin came forth out of Gibeah, and destroyed down 
to the ground of the Israelites that day twenty and two thousand men.
  22  And
 the people the men of Israel encouraged themselves, and set their 
battle again in array in the place where they put themselves in array 
the first day.
  23  (And the children of Israel went up and wept before the Lord until even, and asked counsel of the Lord, saying, Shall I go up again to battle against the children of Benjamin my brother? And the Lord said, Go up against him.)
  24  And the children of Israel came near against the children of Benjamin the second day.
  25  And
 Benjamin went forth against them out of Gibeah the second day, and 
destroyed down to the ground of the children of Israel again eighteen 
thousand men; all these drew the sword.
  26  Then
 all the children of Israel, and all the people, went up, and came unto 
the house of God, and wept, and sat there before the Lord, and fasted that day until even, and offered burnt offerings and peace offerings before the Lord.
  27  And the children of Israel enquired of the Lord, (for the ark of the covenant of God was there in those days,
  28  And
 Phinehas, the son of Eleazar, the son of Aaron, stood before it in 
those days,) saying, Shall I yet again go out to battle against the 
children of Benjamin my brother, or shall I cease? And the Lord said, Go up; for to morrow I will deliver them into thine hand.
  29  And Israel set liers in wait round about Gibeah.
  30  And
 the children of Israel went up against the children of Benjamin on the 
third day, and put themselves in array against Gibeah, as at other 
times.
  31  And
 the children of Benjamin went out against the people, and were drawn 
away from the city; and they began to smite of the people, and kill, as 
at other times, in the highways, of which one goeth up to the house of 
God, and the other to Gibeah in the field, about thirty men of Israel.
  32  And
 the children of Benjamin said, They are smitten down before us, as at 
the first. But the children of Israel said, Let us flee, and draw them 
from the city unto the highways.
  33  And
 all the men of Israel rose up out of their place, and put themselves in
 array at Baal–tamar: and the liers in wait of Israel came forth out of 
their places, even out of the meadows of Gibeah.
  34  And
 there came against Gibeah ten thousand chosen men out of all Israel, 
and the battle was sore: but they knew not that evil was near them.
  35  And the Lord
 smote Benjamin before Israel: and the children of Israel destroyed of 
the Benjamites that day twenty and five thousand and an hundred men: all
 these drew the sword.
  36  So
 the children of Benjamin saw that they were smitten: for the men of 
Israel gave place to the Benjamites, because they trusted unto the liers
 in wait which they had set beside Gibeah.
  37  And
 the liers in wait hasted, and rushed upon Gibeah; and the liers in wait
 drew themselves along, and smote all the city with the edge of the 
sword.
  38  Now
 there was an appointed sign between the men of Israel and the liers in 
wait, that they should make a great flame with smoke rise up out of the 
city.
  39  And
 when the men of Israel retired in the battle, Benjamin began to smite 
and kill of the men of Israel about thirty persons: for they said, 
Surely they are smitten down before us, as in the first battle.
  40  But
 when the flame began to arise up out of the city with a pillar of 
smoke, the Benjamites looked behind them, and, behold, the flame of the 
city ascended up to heaven.
  41  And when the men of Israel turned again, the men of Benjamin were amazed: for they saw that evil was come upon them.
  42  Therefore
 they turned their backs before the men of Israel unto the way of the 
wilderness; but the battle overtook them; and them which came out of the
 cities they destroyed in the midst of them.
  43  Thus
 they inclosed the Benjamites round about, and chased them, and trode 
them down with ease over against Gibeah toward the sunrising.
  44  And there fell of Benjamin eighteen thousand men; all these were men of valour.
  45  And
 they turned and fled toward the wilderness unto the rock of Rimmon: and
 they gleaned of them in the highways five thousand men; and pursued 
hard after them unto Gidom, and slew two thousand men of them.
  46  So that all which fell that day of Benjamin were twenty and five thousand men that drew the sword; all these were men of valour.
  47  But six hundred men turned and fled to the wilderness unto the rock Rimmon, and abode in the rock Rimmon four months.
  48  And
 the men of Israel turned again upon the children of Benjamin, and smote
 them with the edge of the sword, as well the men of every city, as the 
beast, and all that came to hand: also they set on fire all the cities 
that they came to.
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My desire is that verse 2 will describe me.
Psalm 84
To the chief Musician upon Gittith, A Psalm for the sons of Korah.
   
1    How amiable are thy tabernacles, O Lord of hosts!for the sons:
  2  My soul longeth, yea, even fainteth for the courts of the Lord: my heart and my flesh crieth out for the living God.
  3  Yea, the sparrow hath found an house, and the swallow a nest for herself, where she may lay her young, even thine altars, O Lord of hosts, my King, and my God.
  4  Blessed are they that dwell in thy house: they will be still praising thee. Selah.
  5  Blessed is the man whose strength is in thee; in whose heart are the ways of them.
  6  Who passing through the valley of Baca make it a well; the rain also filleth the pools.
  7  They go from strength to strength, every one of them in Zion appeareth before God.
  8  O Lord God of hosts, hear my prayer: give ear, O God of Jacob. Selah.
  9  Behold, O God our shield, and look upon the face of thine anointed.
  10  For
 a day in thy courts is better than a thousand. I had rather be a 
doorkeeper in the house of my God, than to dwell in the tents of 
wickedness.
  11  For the Lord God is a sun and shield: the Lord will give grace and glory: no good thing will he withhold from them that walk uprightly.
  12  O Lord of hosts, blessed is the man that trusteth in thee.
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Today, John16.  Remember that this is being said at the conclusion of the Last Supper.  Judas has already gone, to commit his betrayal.  Jesus knew this, and knew what the next hours would bring.  So our reading and medication on this merits an intensity.
John 16
1  These things have I spoken unto you, that ye should not be offended.
  2   They shall put you out of the synagogues: yea, the time cometh, that whosoever killeth you will think that he doeth God service.
  3   And these things will they do unto you, because they have not known the Father, nor me.
  4   But
 these things have I told you, that when the time shall come, ye may 
remember that I told you of them. And these things I said not unto you 
at the beginning, because I was with you.
  5   But now I go my way to him that sent me; and none of you asketh me, Whither goest thou?
  6   But because I have said these things unto you, sorrow hath filled your heart.
  7   Nevertheless
 I tell you the truth; It is expedient for you that I go away: for if I 
go not away, the Comforter will not come unto you; but if I depart, I 
will send him unto you.
  8   And when he is come, he will reprove the world of sin, and of righteousness, and of judgment:
  9   Of sin, because they believe not on me;
  10   Of righteousness, because I go to my Father, and ye see me no more;
  11   Of judgment, because the prince of this world is judged.
  12   I have yet many things to say unto you, but ye cannot bear them now.
  13   Howbeit
 when he, the Spirit of truth, is come, he will guide you into all 
truth: for he shall not speak of himself; but whatsoever he shall hear, 
that shall he speak: and he will shew you things to come.
  14   He shall glorify me: for he shall receive of mine, and shall shew it unto you.
  15  All things that the Father hath are mine: therefore said I, that he shall take of mine, and shall shew it unto you.
  16  A little while, and ye shall not see me: and again, a little while, and ye shall see me, because I go to the Father.
  17  Then said some of his disciples among themselves, What is this that he saith unto us, A little while, and ye shall not see me: and again, a little while, and ye shall see me: and, Because I go to the Father?
  18  They said therefore, What is this that he saith, A little while? we cannot tell what he saith.
  19  Now Jesus knew that they were desirous to ask him, and said unto them, Do
 ye enquire among yourselves of that I said, A little while, and ye 
shall not see me: and again, a little while, and ye shall see me?
  20  Verily,
 verily, I say unto you, That ye shall weep and lament, but the world 
shall rejoice: and ye shall be sorrowful, but your sorrow shall be 
turned into joy.
  21  A
 woman when she is in travail hath sorrow, because her hour is come: but
 as soon as she is delivered of the child, she remembereth no more the 
anguish, for joy that a man is born into the world.
  22  And ye now therefore have sorrow: but I will see you again, and your heart shall rejoice, and your joy no man taketh from you.
  23  And
 in that day ye shall ask me nothing. Verily, verily, I say unto you, 
Whatsoever ye shall ask the Father in my name, he will give it you.
  24  Hitherto have ye asked nothing in my name: ask, and ye shall receive, that your joy may be full.
  25  These
 things have I spoken unto you in proverbs: but the time cometh, when I 
shall no more speak unto you in proverbs, but I shall shew you plainly 
of the Father.
  26  At that day ye shall ask in my name: and I say not unto you, that I will pray the Father for you:
  27  For the Father himself loveth you, because ye have loved me, and have believed that I came out from God.
  28  I came forth from the Father, and am come into the world: again, I leave the world, and go to the Father.
  29  His disciples said unto him, Lo, now speakest thou plainly, and speakest no proverb.
  30  Now
 are we sure that thou knowest all things, and needest not that any man 
should ask thee: by this we believe that thou camest forth from God.
  31  Jesus answered them, Do ye now believe?
  32  Behold,
 the hour cometh, yea, is now come, that ye shall be scattered, every 
man to his own, and shall leave me alone: and yet I am not alone, 
because the Father is with me.
  33  These
 things I have spoken unto you, that in me ye might have peace. In the 
world ye shall have tribulation: but be of good cheer; I have overcome 
the world.