Long, dreary, day.
Wife was sick all day yesterday. She's been running a low-grade fever for about 10 days, having various breathing issues, and generally feeling lousy. But Tuesday is "her day" to "watch" the Beloved Great-Niece from Next Door. So, we were up before 06:00, and dragged across the yard shortly before 07:00 (I was carrying some stuff for her). Only to find that Niece is sick as well, down with the flu, and she's not going to work. So we did a 180 degree turn, and came back home. She's been down flat about all day. We called doctor office around 08:30 to see if they could work her in. Only to find that the office is closed today for some reason. We left message with the service. We simply can not afford the out-of-pocket to go to the "Urgent Care", at all. So we'll try this again tomorrow.
Her Disability came through in the overnight direct deposit, so the overdue water bill and the gas bill -- with us already getting disconnect warnings -- got paid. I went down to the gas station, put $12 gas in the car that was bumping one the "empty" indicator, and got a bit of cash out. We have a very small regular check going in Monday, but otherwise are pretty much broke until the 3rd week of November. We've been in worse shape. But the $15 co-pay the doc office will charge (if/when we get in) plus the cost of any meds will come out of that very small amount of cash I took out, and the 20-mile drive to the doc's new, relocated office, will hit the gas tank hard as well.
Just another day in Happy Land.
She did spend a few dollars to send a small birthday gift to our older daughter, whose birthday is Thursday. She refuses to speak to us, has for more than a year now. The effort is worth making, even when we're pinching pennies. And I believe in miracles. But there is a real problem.
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The Old Testament reading is chapters 14. 15.and 16 of the book of Jeremiah. This is definitely not the sort of thing that today's "prosperity preachers" want to get into, nor the people who want to downplay sin or make common cause with Muslims. And I know what catastrophes struck the nation that Isaiah was preaching to. And, worst of all, I see some of the same things in our culture, and know that the same sort of judgment and catastrophe can come our way as well.
Jeremiah 14
1 The word of the LORD that came to Jeremiah concerning the dearth. 2
Judah mourneth, and the gates thereof languish; they are black unto the
ground; and the cry of Jerusalem is gone up.
3 And their nobles have sent their
little ones to the waters: they came to the pits, and found no water;
they returned with their vessels empty; they were ashamed and
confounded, and covered their heads.
4 Because the ground is chapt, for there was no
rain in the earth, the plowmen were ashamed, they covered their heads.
5 Yea, the hind
also calved in the field, and forsook it, because there was no grass.
6 And the wild
asses did stand in the high places, they snuffed up the wind like
dragons; their eyes did fail, because there was no grass.
7 O LORD, though our
iniquities testify against us, do thou it for thy name's sake: for our
backslidings are many; we have sinned against thee.
8 O the hope of Israel, the
saviour thereof in time of trouble, why shouldest thou be as a stranger
in the land, and as a wayfaring man that turneth aside to tarry for a
night? 9 Why
shouldest thou be as a man astonied, as a mighty man that cannot save?
yet thou, O LORD, art in the midst of us, and we are called by thy name;
leave us not. 10
Thus saith the LORD unto this people, Thus have they loved to wander,
they have not refrained their feet, therefore the LORD doth not accept
them; he will now remember their iniquity, and visit their sins.
11 Then said the LORD unto me, Pray not for this people for their good. 12
When they fast, I will not hear their cry; and when they offer burnt
offering and an oblation, I will not accept them: but I will consume
them by the sword, and by the famine, and by the pestilence.
13 Then said I, Ah, Lord
GOD! behold, the prophets say unto them, Ye shall not see the sword,
neither shall ye have famine; but I will give you assured peace in this
place. 14 Then
the LORD said unto me, The prophets prophesy lies in my name: I sent
them not, neither have I commanded them, neither spake unto them: they
prophesy unto you a false vision and divination, and a thing of nought,
and the deceit of their heart.
15 Therefore thus saith the LORD concerning the
prophets that prophesy in my name, and I sent them not, yet they say,
Sword and famine shall not be in this land; By sword and famine shall
those prophets be consumed.
16 And the people to whom they prophesy shall be cast out
in the streets of Jerusalem because of the famine and the sword; and
they shall have none to bury them, them, their wives, nor their sons,
nor their daughters: for I will pour their wickedness upon them.
17 Therefore thou
shalt say this word unto them; Let mine eyes run down with tears night
and day, and let them not cease: for the virgin daughter of my people is
broken with a great breach, with a very grievous blow.
18 If I go forth into the
field, then behold the slain with the sword! and if I enter into the
city, then behold them that are sick with famine! yea, both the prophet
and the priest go about into a land that they know not.
19 Hast thou utterly rejected
Judah? hath thy soul lothed Zion? why hast thou smitten us, and there is
no healing for us? we looked for peace, and there is no good; and for
the time of healing, and behold trouble!
20 We acknowledge, O LORD, our wickedness,
and the iniquity of our fathers: for we have sinned against thee.
21 Do not abhor us,
for thy name's sake, do not disgrace the throne of thy glory: remember,
break not thy covenant with us.
22 Are there any among the vanities of the Gentiles
that can cause rain? or can the heavens give showers? art not thou he, O
LORD our God? therefore we will wait upon thee: for thou hast made all
these things.
Jeremiah 15
1 Then said
the LORD unto me, Though Moses and Samuel stood before me, yet my mind
could not be toward this people: cast them out of my sight, and let them
go forth. 2
And it shall come to pass, if they say unto thee, Whither shall we go
forth? then thou shalt tell them, Thus saith the LORD; Such as are for
death, to death; and such as are for the sword, to the sword; and such
as are for the famine, to the famine; and such as are for the captivity,
to the captivity. 3
And I will appoint over them four kinds, saith the LORD: the sword to
slay, and the dogs to tear, and the fowls of the heaven, and the beasts
of the earth, to devour and destroy.
4 And I will cause them to be removed into all
kingdoms of the earth, because of Manasseh the son of Hezekiah king of
Judah, for that which he did in Jerusalem.
5 For who shall have pity upon thee, O
Jerusalem? or who shall bemoan thee? or who shall go aside to ask how
thou doest? 6
Thou hast forsaken me, saith the LORD, thou art gone backward: therefore
will I stretch out my hand against thee, and destroy thee; I am weary
with repenting. 7
And I will fan them with a fan in the gates of the land; I will bereave
them of children, I will destroy my people since they return not from
their ways. 8
Their widows are increased to me above the sand of the seas: I have
brought upon them against the mother of the young men a spoiler at
noonday: I have caused him to fall upon it suddenly, and terrors upon
the city. 9
She that hath borne seven languisheth: she hath given up the ghost; her
sun is gone down while it was yet day: she hath been ashamed and
confounded: and the residue of them will I deliver to the sword before
their enemies, saith the LORD.
10 Woe is me, my mother, that thou hast borne me a man
of strife and a man of contention to the whole earth! I have neither
lent on usury, nor men have lent to me on usury; yet every one of them
doth curse me. 11
The LORD said, Verily it shall be well with thy remnant; verily I will
cause the enemy to entreat thee well in the time of evil and in the time
of affliction. 12 Shall iron break the northern iron and the steel? 13
Thy substance and thy treasures will I give to the spoil without price,
and that for all thy sins, even in all thy borders.
14 And I will make thee to pass
with thine enemies into a land which thou knowest not: for a fire is
kindled in mine anger, which shall burn upon you.
15 O LORD, thou knowest: remember
me, and visit me, and revenge me of my persecutors; take me not away in
thy longsuffering: know that for thy sake I have suffered rebuke.
16 Thy words were
found, and I did eat them; and thy word was unto me the joy and
rejoicing of mine heart: for I am called by thy name, O LORD God of
hosts. 17 I
sat not in the assembly of the mockers, nor rejoiced; I sat alone
because of thy hand: for thou hast filled me with indignation.
18 Why is my pain
perpetual, and my wound incurable, which refuseth to be healed? wilt
thou be altogether unto me as a liar, and as waters that fail?
19 Therefore thus saith
the LORD, If thou return, then will I bring thee again, and thou shalt
stand before me: and if thou take forth the precious from the vile, thou
shalt be as my mouth: let them return unto thee; but return not thou
unto them. 20
And I will make thee unto this people a fenced brasen wall: and they
shall fight against thee, but they shall not prevail against thee: for I
am with thee to save thee and to deliver thee, saith the LORD.
21 And I will deliver
thee out of the hand of the wicked, and I will redeem thee out of the
hand of the terrible.
Jeremiah 16
1 The word of the LORD came also unto me, saying, 2
Thou shalt not take thee a wife, neither shalt thou have sons or
daughters in this place.
3 For thus saith the LORD concerning the sons and concerning
the daughters that are born in this place, and concerning their mothers
that bare them, and concerning their fathers that begat them in this
land; 4 They
shall die of grievous deaths; they shall not be lamented; neither shall
they be buried; but they shall be as dung upon the face of the earth:
and they shall be consumed by the sword, and by famine; and their
carcases shall be meat for the fowls of heaven, and for the beasts of
the earth. 5
For thus saith the LORD, Enter not into the house of mourning, neither
go to lament nor bemoan them: for I have taken away my peace from this
people, saith the LORD, even lovingkindness and mercies.
6 Both the great and the
small shall die in this land: they shall not be buried, neither shall
men lament for them, nor cut themselves, nor make themselves bald for
them: 7
Neither shall men tear themselves for them in mourning, to comfort them
for the dead; neither shall men give them the cup of consolation to
drink for their father or for their mother.
8 Thou shalt not also go into the house of
feasting, to sit with them to eat and to drink.
9 For thus saith the LORD of hosts,
the God of Israel; Behold, I will cause to cease out of this place in
your eyes, and in your days, the voice of mirth, and the voice of
gladness, the voice of the bridegroom, and the voice of the bride.
10 And it shall
come to pass, when thou shalt shew this people all these words, and they
shall say unto thee, Wherefore hath the LORD pronounced all this great
evil against us? or what is our iniquity? or what is our sin that we
have committed against the LORD our God?
11 Then shalt thou say unto them, Because
your fathers have forsaken me, saith the LORD, and have walked after
other gods, and have served them, and have worshipped them, and have
forsaken me, and have not kept my law;
12 And ye have done worse than your fathers;
for, behold, ye walk every one after the imagination of his evil heart,
that they may not hearken unto me:
13 Therefore will I cast you out of this land into a
land that ye know not, neither ye nor your fathers; and there shall ye
serve other gods day and night; where I will not shew you favour.
14 Therefore,
behold, the days come, saith the LORD, that it shall no more be said,
The LORD liveth, that brought up the children of Israel out of the land
of Egypt; 15
But, The LORD liveth, that brought up the children of Israel from the
land of the north, and from all the lands whither he had driven them:
and I will bring them again into their land that I gave unto their
fathers. 16
Behold, I will send for many fishers, saith the LORD, and they shall
fish them; and after will I send for many hunters, and they shall hunt
them from every mountain, and from every hill, and out of the holes of
the rocks. 17
For mine eyes are upon all their ways: they are not hid from my face,
neither is their iniquity hid from mine eyes.
18 And first I will recompense their
iniquity and their sin double; because they have defiled my land, they
have filled mine inheritance with the carcases of their detestable and
abominable things. 19
O LORD, my strength, and my fortress, and my refuge in the day of
affliction, the Gentiles shall come unto thee from the ends of the
earth, and shall say, Surely our fathers have inherited lies, vanity,
and things wherein there is no profit.
20 Shall a man make gods unto himself, and they are no gods? 21
Therefore, behold, I will this once cause them to know, I will cause
them to know mine hand and my might; and they shall know that my name is
The LORD.
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The New Testament reading here is chapter 5 from 1st Timothy.
I Timothy 5
1 Rebuke not
an elder, but intreat him as a father; and the younger men as brethren;
2 The elder women as mothers; the younger as sisters, with all purity. 3 Honour widows that are widows indeed. 4
But if any widow have children or nephews, let them learn first to shew
piety at home, and to requite their parents: for that is good and
acceptable before God.
5 Now she that is a widow indeed, and desolate, trusteth in
God, and continueth in supplications and prayers night and day.
6 But she that liveth in pleasure is dead while she liveth. 7 And these things give in charge, that they may be blameless. 8
But if any provide not for his own, and specially for those of his own
house, he hath denied the faith, and is worse than an infidel.
9 Let not a widow be
taken into the number under threescore years old, having been the wife
of one man. 10
Well reported of for good works; if she have brought up children, if
she have lodged strangers, if she have washed the saints' feet, if she
have relieved the afflicted, if she have diligently followed every good
work. 11 But
the younger widows refuse: for when they have begun to wax wanton
against Christ, they will marry;
12 Having damnation, because they have cast off their first faith. 13
And withal they learn to be idle, wandering about from house to house;
and not only idle, but tattlers also and busybodies, speaking things
which they ought not.
14 I will therefore that the younger women marry, bear children,
guide the house, give none occasion to the adversary to speak
reproachfully. 15 For some are already turned aside after Satan. 16
If any man or woman that believeth have widows, let them relieve them,
and let not the church be charged; that it may relieve them that are
widows indeed. 17
Let the elders that rule well be counted worthy of double honour,
especially they who labour in the word and doctrine.
18 For the scripture saith, Thou
shalt not muzzle the ox that treadeth out the corn. And, The labourer is
worthy of his reward.
19 Against an elder receive not an accusation, but before two
or three witnesses. 20 Them that sin rebuke before all, that others also may fear. 21
I charge thee before God, and the Lord Jesus Christ, and the elect
angels, that thou observe these things without preferring one before
another, doing nothing by partiality.
22 Lay hands suddenly on no man, neither be
partaker of other men's sins: keep thyself pure.
23 Drink no longer water, but use a
little wine for thy stomach's sake and thine often infirmities.
24 Some men's sins are
open beforehand, going before to judgment; and some men they follow
after. 25
Likewise also the good works of some are manifest beforehand; and they
that are otherwise cannot be hid.
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