Groan! Cats woke me at 03:00, near enough. Wrestling or something on our bed, on top of me, is not conducive to deep sleep, or any other kind. So I arose, chased them out of the bedroom, closed and blocked the door, lay back down. Wide awake. Spent most of the next two hours in one of those deep conversations with the Lord. I do that, periodically. It's moving and meaningful for me, and has a whole lot of confession and hauling out regrets, but with some assurances. Some straight out of Scripture, some direct at particular issues. I won't list the bunch, it's a deeply personal matter.
Got back up at 05:36 and put out two small tins of the cat food to avoid imminent starvation and claims of animal abuse. (Ha!). Back to bed, door open. Meaning that 25 minutes later, I had TWO cats walking back and forth atop Dear Wife and I, and trying to venture onto the top of the headboard, etc. So I was back up, chasing out cats, and blocking door. Again.
Anyone think this is conducive to sleep? Hardly. Tried. Fell into a reprise of the early prayer and conversation time. Until Wife announced her awakeness, and arose. After, of course, I brewed her a cup of coffee. She's moved to the recliner under blankets and with her still-healing (in the 17th month after surgery) foot elevated. I took the chance to climb into the shower, praying that the floor of it will not give way -- has several long cracks, hoping to survive until spring and then, perhaps, be replaced. Hopefully.
The other thing affecting sleep is the weather. We are in a relatively warm 2 days. Warm meaning high 40's, possible hit 50 even. But accompanied by HEAVY rain storms, with flash flood warnings out all around the area. I'm glad, at least, that it is as warm as it is, otherwise we'd have about a FOOT of snow in just a few hours. Yes, the rain is that heavy, and often accompanies with high winds. Again, not conducive to sleep. Among other things, it makes the cats upset, so they "act out".
Wife is to leave here in about an hour or so, she's "watching" the Great-Niece next door. Niece has to be at work at noon. Niece's husband (nephew? nephew-in-law?) gets off work at 6 pm and when he gets home Wife can come home. So she and the Little One will have some "quality time" together. They both enjoy it. Usually, anyway. Wife is suffering some nasty sinus/upper respiratory/ possibly systemic infection. On heavy antibiotics since Monday evening, so it is just NOW starting to show a little bit of effect. Of course, the antibiotics, combined with underlying conditions, combined with a need to avoid the weekly Humira injection, has meant a relapse of the ulcerative colitis, which means heavy diarrhea. Which, of course, will in itself make one feel lousy. And has.
Fun, huh?
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The day's reading in the Old Testament is chapters 29 and 30 of the Genesis.
Jacob has been sent off to find the rest of the clan, and find himself a suitable wife. He does. That's the good part. The bad part is that he ends up with two wives, sisters at that. And a couple of concubines as well, both nominated by the sisters/wives. Sounds like a recipe for disaster. And there certainly is contention, not only with the "domestic situation", but with the father-in-law and the rest of the family there. Oh, and they're still living in the same compound as the in-laws. Sound good to you? Nope.
But, again, out of that situation, come the twelve sons of Jacob, renamed Israel by the way. And those twelve sons are the ancestors of the twelve tribes that will be a big part of Scripture and the events of the world, right up to today.
Genesis 29
1 Then Jacob
went on his journey, and came into the land of the people of the east.
2 And he
looked, and behold a well in the field, and, lo, there were three flocks
of sheep lying by it; for out of that well they watered the flocks: and
a great stone was upon the well's mouth.
3 And thither were all the flocks gathered:
and they rolled the stone from the well's mouth, and watered the sheep,
and put the stone again upon the well's mouth in his place.
4 And Jacob said unto
them, My brethren, whence be ye? And they said, Of Haran are we.
5 And he said unto
them, Know ye Laban the son of Nahor? And they said, We know him.
6 And he said unto
them, Is he well? And they said, He is well: and, behold, Rachel his
daughter cometh with the sheep.
7 And he said, Lo, it is yet high day, neither is it
time that the cattle should be gathered together: water ye the sheep,
and go and feed them.
8 And they said, We cannot, until all the flocks be gathered
together, and till they roll the stone from the well's mouth; then we
water the sheep. 9
And while he yet spake with them, Rachel came with her father's sheep;
for she kept them. 10
And it came to pass, when Jacob saw Rachel the daughter of Laban his
mother's brother, and the sheep of Laban his mother's brother, that
Jacob went near, and rolled the stone from the well's mouth, and watered
the flock of Laban his mother's brother.
11 And Jacob kissed Rachel, and lifted up his voice, and wept. 12
And Jacob told Rachel that he was her father's brother, and that he was
Rebekah's son: and she ran and told her father.
13 And it came to pass, when Laban
heard the tidings of Jacob his sister's son, that he ran to meet him,
and embraced him, and kissed him, and brought him to his house. And he
told Laban all these things.
14 And Laban said to him, Surely thou art my bone and my
flesh. And he abode with him the space of a month.
15 And Laban said unto Jacob,
Because thou art my brother, shouldest thou therefore serve me for
nought? tell me, what shall thy wages be?
16 And Laban had two daughters: the name of
the elder was Leah, and the name of the younger was Rachel.
17 Leah was tender eyed; but Rachel was beautiful and well favored. 18
And Jacob loved Rachel; and said, I will serve thee seven years for
Rachel thy younger daughter.
19 And Laban said, It is better that I give her to thee,
than that I should give her to another man: abide with me.
20 And Jacob served seven
years for Rachel; and they seemed unto him but a few days, for the love
he had to her. 21
And Jacob said unto Laban, Give me my wife, for my days are fulfilled,
that I may go in unto her.
22 And Laban gathered together all the men of the place, and made a feast. 23
And it came to pass in the evening, that he took Leah his daughter, and
brought her to him; and he went in unto her.
24 And Laban gave unto his daughter Leah Zilpah his maid for an handmaid. 25
And it came to pass, that in the morning, behold, it was Leah: and he
said to Laban, What is this thou hast done unto me? did not I serve with
thee for Rachel? wherefore then hast thou beguiled me?
26 And Laban said, It must not
be so done in our country, to give the younger before the firstborn.
27 Fulfil her
week, and we will give thee this also for the service which thou shalt
serve with me yet seven other years.
28 And Jacob did so, and fulfilled her week: and
he gave him Rachel his daughter to wife also.
29 And Laban gave to Rachel his daughter Bilhah his handmaid to be her maid. 30
And he went in also unto Rachel, and he loved also Rachel more than
Leah, and served with him yet seven other years.
31 And when the LORD saw that Leah
was hated, he opened her womb: but Rachel was barren.
32 And Leah conceived, and bare a
son, and she called his name Reuben: for she said, Surely the LORD hath
looked upon my affliction; now therefore my husband will love me.
33 And she
conceived again, and bare a son; and said, Because the LORD hath heard I
was hated, he hath therefore given me this son also: and she called his
name Simeon. 34
And she conceived again, and bare a son; and said, Now this time will
my husband be joined unto me, because I have born him three sons:
therefore was his name called Levi.
35 And she conceived again, and bare a son: and
she said, Now will I praise the LORD: therefore she called his name
Judah; and left bearing.
Genesis 30
1 And when
Rachel saw that she bare Jacob no children, Rachel envied her sister;
and said unto Jacob, Give me children, or else I die.
2 And Jacob's anger was kindled
against Rachel: and he said, Am I in God's stead, who hath withheld from
thee the fruit of the womb?
3 And she said, Behold my maid Bilhah, go in unto her;
and she shall bear upon my knees, that I may also have children by her.
4 And she gave him Bilhah her handmaid to wife: and Jacob went in unto her. 5 And Bilhah conceived, and bare Jacob a son. 6
And Rachel said, God hath judged me, and hath also heard my voice, and
hath given me a son: therefore called she his name Dan.
7 And Bilhah Rachel's maid conceived again, and bare Jacob a second son. 8
And Rachel said, With great wrestlings have I wrestled with my sister,
and I have prevailed: and she called his name Naphtali.
9 When Leah saw that she had
left bearing, she took Zilpah her maid, and gave her Jacob to wife.
10 And Zilpah Leah's maid bare Jacob a son. 11 And Leah said, A troop cometh: and she called his name Gad. 12 And Zilpah Leah's maid bare Jacob a second son. 13
And Leah said, Happy am I, for the daughters will call me blessed: and
she called his name Asher.
14 And Reuben went in the days of wheat harvest, and found
mandrakes in the field, and brought them unto his mother Leah. Then
Rachel said to Leah, Give me, I pray thee, of thy son's mandrakes.
15 And she said
unto her, Is it a small matter that thou hast taken my husband? and
wouldest thou take away my son's mandrakes also? And Rachel said,
Therefore he shall lie with thee to night for thy son's mandrakes.
16 And Jacob came
out of the field in the evening, and Leah went out to meet him, and
said, Thou must come in unto me; for surely I have hired thee with my
son's mandrakes. And he lay with her that night.
17 And God hearkened unto Leah, and
she conceived, and bare Jacob the fifth son.
18 And Leah said, God hath given me my
hire, because I have given my maiden to my husband: and she called his
name Issachar. 19 And Leah conceived again, and bare Jacob the sixth son. 20
And Leah said, God hath endued me with a good dowry; now will my
husband dwell with me, because I have born him six sons: and she called
his name Zebulun. 21 And afterwards she bare a daughter, and called her name Dinah. 22 And God remembered Rachel, and God hearkened to her, and opened her womb. 23
And she conceived, and bare a son; and said, God hath taken away my
reproach: 24
And she called his name Joseph; and said, The LORD shall add to me
another son. 25
And it came to pass, when Rachel had born Joseph, that Jacob said unto
Laban, Send me away, that I may go unto mine own place, and to my
country. 26
Give me my wives and my children, for whom I have served thee, and let
me go: for thou knowest my service which I have done thee.
27 And Laban said unto him,
I pray thee, if I have found favor in thine eyes, tarry: for I have
learned by experience that the LORD hath blessed me for thy sake.
28 And he said, Appoint me thy wages, and I will give it. 29
And he said unto him, Thou knowest how I have served thee, and how thy
cattle was with me. 30
For it was little which thou hadst before I came, and it is now
increased unto a multitude; and the LORD hath blessed thee since my
coming: and now when shall I provide for mine own house also?
31 And he said, What
shall I give thee? And Jacob said, Thou shalt not give me any thing: if
thou wilt do this thing for me, I will again feed and keep thy flock.
32 I will pass
through all thy flock to day, removing from thence all the speckled and
spotted cattle, and all the brown cattle among the sheep, and the
spotted and speckled among the goats: and of such shall be my hire.
33 So shall my
righteousness answer for me in time to come, when it shall come for my
hire before thy face: every one that is not speckled and spotted among
the goats, and brown among the sheep, that shall be counted stolen with
me. 34 And Laban said, Behold, I would it might be according to thy word. 35
And he removed that day the he goats that were ring-streaked and
spotted, and all the she goats that were speckled and spotted, and every
one that had some white in it, and all the brown among the sheep, and
gave them into the hand of his sons.
36 And he set three days' journey betwixt himself
and Jacob: and Jacob fed the rest of Laban's flocks.
37 And Jacob took him rods of
green poplar, and of the hazel and chestnut tree; and pilled white
streaks in them, and made the white appear which was in the rods.
38 And he set the
rods which he had pilled before the flocks in the gutters in the
watering troughs when the flocks came to drink, that they should
conceive when they came to drink.
39 And the flocks conceived before the rods, and
brought forth cattle ring-streaked, speckled, and spotted.
40 And Jacob did separate
the lambs, and set the faces of the flocks toward the ring-streaked, and
all the brown in the flock of Laban; and he put his own flocks by
themselves, and put them not unto Laban's cattle.
41 And it came to pass, whensoever
the stronger cattle did conceive, that Jacob laid the rods before the
eyes of the cattle in the gutters, that they might conceive among the
rods. 42 But
when the cattle were feeble, he put them not in: so the feebler were
Laban's, and the stronger Jacob's.
43 And the man increased exceedingly, and had much
cattle, and maidservants, and menservants, and camels, and asses.
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The day's New Testament reading is verses 1-23 from the 10th chapter of the Gospel of Matthew. Having called His Twelve Apostles (remember the number 12 from the Genesis reading?), He sends them out into the world to proclaim the Good News of salvation, warning that they would face opposition. That part hasn't changed either.
I am struck by two things (actually, more) in this passage. The first is that among those sent out, is Judas Iscariot. Jesus had to know that Judas would later betray him to crucifixion, but He sent him anyway. Sometimes, and many of us have seen it, the Lord uses less-than-great people (like me) to accomplish His higher purposes, knowing the situation in advance. Well, He has to. None of those who seek to do His will are perfect, all have fallen and come short. Remember that? So, perhaps, even Judas Iscariot accomplished some eternal good. It can happen.
The other thing that stands out is He sent them out with nothing but the Gospel. No money, no choirs, no prepared sermons, advance team, none of the stuff that we associate with the large evangelistic outreach efforts. Just the Gospel. Did I say "just"? "Merely"? Perhaps the command to "go and tell others what the Lord has done for you" is what is most needed, and all of us can do that. And are supposed to do that, in fact.
Matthew 10:1-23
1 And when he
had called unto him his twelve disciples, he gave them power against
unclean spirits, to cast them out, and to heal all manner of sickness
and all manner of disease.
2 Now the names of the twelve apostles are these; The
first, Simon, who is called Peter, and Andrew his brother; James the son
of Zebedee, and John his brother;
3 Philip, and Bartholomew; Thomas, and Matthew the
publican; James the son of Alphaeus, and Lebbaeus, whose surname was
Thaddaeus;
4 Simon the Canaanite, and Judas Iscariot, who also betrayed him.
5
These twelve Jesus sent forth, and commanded them, saying, Go not into
the way of the Gentiles, and into any city of the Samaritans enter ye
not:
6 But go rather to the lost sheep of the house of Israel.
7 And as ye go, preach, saying, The kingdom of heaven is at hand.
8
Heal the sick, cleanse the lepers, raise the dead, cast out devils:
freely ye have received, freely give.
9 Provide neither gold, nor silver, nor brass in your purses,
10
Nor scrip for your journey, neither two coats, neither shoes, nor yet
staves: for the workman is worthy of his meat.
11 And into whatsoever city or town ye
shall enter, enquire who in it is worthy; and there abide till ye go
thence.
12 And when ye come into an house, salute it.
13
And if the house be worthy, let your peace come upon it: but if it be
not worthy, let your peace return to you.
14 And whosoever shall not receive you, nor
hear your words, when ye depart out of that house or city, shake off the
dust of your feet.
15
Verily I say unto you, It shall be more tolerable for the land of Sodom
and Gomorrha in the day of judgment, than for that city.
16 Behold, I send you forth
as sheep in the midst of wolves: be ye therefore wise as serpents, and
harmless as doves.
17
But beware of men: for they will deliver you up to the councils, and
they will scourge you in their synagogues;
18 And ye shall be brought before governors
and kings for my sake, for a testimony against them and the Gentiles.
19 But when
they deliver you up, take no thought how or what ye shall speak: for it
shall be given you in that same hour what ye shall speak.
20 For it is not ye that
speak, but the Spirit of your Father which speaketh in you.
21 And the brother shall
deliver up the brother to death, and the father the child: and the
children shall rise up against their parents, and cause them to be put
to death.
22
And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that
endureth to the end shall be saved.
23 But when they persecute you in this city, flee
ye into another: for verily I say unto you, Ye shall not have gone over
the cities of Israel, till the Son of man be come.
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