The last Thursday in January has arrived. We are above the freezing point. Not by much, but we'll take it. Wife is heading across the back yard to go "watch" the Great-Niece while mom (niece) is at work. They both seem to enjoy it, greatly.
This will probably be going on for a few more months yet. Niece is expecting another child, a boy, some time in June. Last time, from what I understand, she was off work for at least a month before the birth, and a few months afterwards. We made the move up here when the Little One was about 9 months old, and Niece had already gone back to work, part time anyway. I imagine a similar thing is being planned. So Wife and the Niece will be colluding until the birth, and for some period thereafter, and then we'll see. Great niece has one more year before going off to kindergarten, so I suppose that the plan is for us to be the designated "watchers" for the next five years. We shall see.
Dear Wife was been miserable about all day yesterday. So I was sent off to the Big Box store to fill in some of the items we didn't get last week.
One of those things was some wood putty. The screws that fasten, or at least fastened (past tense), the door hinge to the jamb of the door going into laundry room, pulled free. They'd backed out a little bit, I'd re-set them yesterday, but last night they fell completely out. I bought some wood putty and some slightly longer screws, hoping that will do the trick well enough. If it doesn't I'll have to try to move the hinge. No fun, the batteries on the power tools are shot and doing this with muscle power alone is not my idea of a good time. But we shall attempt it. Never a dull moment ......
She finished her course of the heavy antibiotics Tuesday. We're giving a few days to let her system "settle" before going back on the Humira. It depresses the immune system, which may not be a good thing when you are battling systemic infections. But that same immune system has gone wild in her system, and will attack her if nothing else appears. So it's a very tricky balancing act. Autoimmune diseases are no fun, and remind us how delicately balanced our systems are.
And it reminds us to take nothing for granted. Every moment, every breath, every heartbeat, every meal, everything that we think of as "normal", can vanish in a moment. The things that we take for granted, others are praying for. My walk outside, down the steps, out to the mail box, a lot of people simply can't do. My kidneys function, people on dialysis would love to have that. I can see. I can breathe without help. And the Lord reached down and touched me. Living where we do, and where we have, we encounter those who didn't grow up singing "Jesus Loves Me, this I know, for the Bible tells me so". I know a woman that Wife's family took in as a young teen: it was the only way her mother could keep her father from raping her, which he had been doing. I know too many who grew up without a father in the home. Or who were raised by grandparents because parents were dead, or in prison, or unfit. I've encountered drug addicted teenage prostitutes who can't imagine another life. Whose first sexual experience was with mom's "squeeze" of the week. I know a woman whose family came here from Viet Nam after the Americans were pulling out, leaving everything they'd ever known behind, because the alternative was to be slaughtered by the victorious socialists.
Sorrow and pain and misery are not hard to find, they're hard to ignore in fact. Yet sometimes we avert our eyes, focusing on our TV sets, smartphones, shopping, fads, our "stuff". ALL of which can vanish in a moment. Been there.
What is important is what circumstances can't change. Too many of us can't, or don't, see beyond the moment's circumstances. Me too.
Sometimes, things look impossible. Been there too. A story as old as mankind. Ask Moses. Or Aaron. Or Noah. Or Abraham or Sarah. Or Lazarus. Without those terrible circumstances, we would not know their names.
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The Old Testament reading here is chapters 11 and 12 of the Exodus. This ends with the Passover, and the departure of the people from Egypt, after 430 years! Yes, the Lord doesn't work to our schedule. He hears, truly, but sometimes we ( including me) want what we wanted and right now. He had reasons for the delay, part of which may have been the growth of the people to the numbers they now had.
And it is no accident that the Passover and Easter come at the same time. In the coming year, Passover week will begin on the evening of April 10, and conclude at sundown April 18. Easter is on April 16.
Exodus 11
1 And the
LORD said unto Moses, Yet will I bring one plague more upon Pharaoh, and
upon Egypt; afterwards he will let you go hence: when he shall let you
go, he shall surely thrust you out hence altogether.
2 Speak now in the ears of the
people, and let every man borrow of his neighbor, and every woman of her
neighbor, jewels of silver and jewels of gold.
3 And the LORD gave the people favor
in the sight of the Egyptians. Moreover the man Moses was very great in
the land of Egypt, in the sight of Pharaoh's servants, and in the sight
of the people. 4
And Moses said, Thus saith the LORD, About midnight will I go out into
the midst of Egypt: 5
And all the firstborn in the land of Egypt shall die, from the first
born of Pharaoh that sitteth upon his throne, even unto the firstborn of
the maidservant that is behind the mill; and all the firstborn of
beasts. 6 And
there shall be a great cry throughout all the land of Egypt, such as
there was none like it, nor shall be like it any more.
7 But against any of the
children of Israel shall not a dog move his tongue, against man or
beast: that ye may know how that the LORD doth put a difference between
the Egyptians and Israel.
8 And all these thy servants shall come down unto me, and
bow down themselves unto me, saying, Get thee out, and all the people
that follow thee: and after that I will go out. And he went out from
Pharaoh in a great anger.
9 And the LORD said unto Moses, Pharaoh shall not hearken
unto you; that my wonders may be multiplied in the land of Egypt.
10 And Moses and
Aaron did all these wonders before Pharaoh: and the LORD hardened
Pharaoh's heart, so that he would not let the children of Israel go out
of his land.
Exodus 12
1 And the LORD spake unto Moses and Aaron in the land of Egypt saying, 2
This month shall be unto you the beginning of months: it shall be the
first month of the year to you.
3 Speak ye unto all the congregation of Israel,
saying, In the tenth day of this month they shall take to them every man
a lamb, according to the house of their fathers, a lamb for an house:
4 And if the
household be too little for the lamb, let him and his neighbor next unto
his house take it according to the number of the souls; every man
according to his eating shall make your count for the lamb.
5 Your lamb shall be
without blemish, a male of the first year: ye shall take it out from the
sheep, or from the goats:
6 And ye shall keep it up until the fourteenth day of the
same month: and the whole assembly of the congregation of Israel shall
kill it in the evening.
7 And they shall take of the blood, and strike it on the two
side posts and on the upper door post of the houses, wherein they shall
eat it. 8 And
they shall eat the flesh in that night, roast with fire, and unleavened
bread; and with bitter herbs they shall eat it.
9 Eat not of it raw, nor sodden at all
with water, but roast with fire; his head with his legs, and with the
purtenance thereof. 10
And ye shall let nothing of it remain until the morning; and that which
remaineth of it until the morning ye shall burn with fire.
11 And thus shall ye eat
it; with your loins girded, your shoes on your feet, and your staff in
your hand; and ye shall eat it in haste: it is the LORD's passover.
12 For I will pass
through the land of Egypt this night, and will smite all the firstborn
in the land of Egypt, both man and beast; and against all the gods of
Egypt I will execute judgment: I am the LORD.
13 And the blood shall be to you for a
token upon the houses where ye are: and when I see the blood, I will
pass over you, and the plague shall not be upon you to destroy you, when
I smite the land of Egypt.
14 And this day shall be unto you for a memorial; and ye
shall keep it a feast to the LORD throughout your generations; ye shall
keep it a feast by an ordinance for ever.
15 Seven days shall ye eat unleavened bread;
even the first day ye shall put away leaven out of your houses: for
whosoever eateth leavened bread from the first day until the seventh
day, that soul shall be cut off from Israel.
16 And in the first day there shall be an
holy convocation, and in the seventh day there shall be an holy
convocation to you; no manner of work shall be done in them, save that
which every man must eat, that only may be done of you.
17 And ye shall observe the
feast of unleavened bread; for in this selfsame day have I brought your
armies out of the land of Egypt: therefore shall ye observe this day in
your generations by an ordinance for ever.
18 In the first month, on the fourteenth
day of the month at even, ye shall eat unleavened bread, until the one
and twentieth day of the month at even.
19 Seven days shall there be no leaven found
in your houses: for whosoever eateth that which is leavened, even that
soul shall be cut off from the congregation of Israel, whether he be a
stranger, or born in the land.
20 Ye shall eat nothing leavened; in all your
habitations shall ye eat unleavened bread.
21 Then Moses called for all the elders of
Israel, and said unto them, Draw out and take you a lamb according to
your families, and kill the passover.
22 And ye shall take a bunch of hyssop, and dip
it in the blood that is in the basin, and strike the lintel and the two
side posts with the blood that is in the basin; and none of you shall go
out at the door of his house until the morning.
23 For the LORD will pass through to
smite the Egyptians; and when he seeth the blood upon the lintel, and on
the two side posts, the LORD will pass over the door, and will not
suffer the destroyer to come in unto your houses to smite you.
24 And ye shall observe
this thing for an ordinance to thee and to thy sons for ever.
25 And it shall come to
pass, when ye be come to the land which the LORD will give you,
according as he hath promised, that ye shall keep this service.
26 And it shall come
to pass, when your children shall say unto you, What mean ye by this
service? 27
That ye shall say, It is the sacrifice of the LORD's passover, who
passed over the houses of the children of Israel in Egypt, when he smote
the Egyptians, and delivered our houses. And the people bowed the head
and worshipped. 28
And the children of Israel went away, and did as the LORD had commanded
Moses and Aaron, so did they.
29 And it came to pass, that at midnight the LORD smote
all the firstborn in the land of Egypt, from the firstborn of Pharaoh
that sat on his throne unto the firstborn of the captive that was in the
dungeon; and all the firstborn of cattle.
30 And Pharaoh rose up in the night, he,
and all his servants, and all the Egyptians; and there was a great cry
in Egypt; for there was not a house where there was not one dead.
31 And he called for
Moses and Aaron by night, and said, Rise up, and get you forth from
among my people, both ye and the children of Israel; and go, serve the
LORD, as ye have said.
32 Also take your flocks and your herds, as ye have said, and
be gone; and bless me also.
33 And the Egyptians were urgent upon the people, that
they might send them out of the land in haste; for they said, We be all
dead men. 34
And the people took their dough before it was leavened, their
kneadingtroughs being bound up in their clothes upon their shoulders.
35 And the
children of Israel did according to the word of Moses; and they borrowed
of the Egyptians jewels of silver, and jewels of gold, and raiment:
36 And the LORD
gave the people favor in the sight of the Egyptians, so that they lent
unto them such things as they required. And they spoiled the Egyptians.
37 And the
children of Israel journeyed from Rameses to Succoth, about six hundred
thousand on foot that were men, beside children.
38 And a mixed multitude went up also
with them; and flocks, and herds, even very much cattle.
39 And they baked unleavened
cakes of the dough which they brought forth out of Egypt, for it was
not leavened; because they were thrust out of Egypt, and could not
tarry, neither had they prepared for themselves any victual.
40 Now the sojourning of
the children of Israel, who dwelt in Egypt, was four hundred and thirty
years. 41 And
it came to pass at the end of the four hundred and thirty years, even
the selfsame day it came to pass, that all the hosts of the LORD went
out from the land of Egypt.
42 It is a night to be much observed unto the LORD for
bringing them out from the land of Egypt: this is that night of the LORD
to be observed of all the children of Israel in their generations.
43 And the LORD
said unto Moses and Aaron, This is the ordinance of the passover: There
shall no stranger eat thereof:
44 But every man's servant that is bought for money,
when thou hast circumcised him, then shall he eat thereof.
45 A foreigner and an hired servant shall not eat thereof. 46
In one house shall it be eaten; thou shalt not carry forth ought of the
flesh abroad out of the house; neither shall ye break a bone thereof.
47 All the congregation of Israel shall keep it. 48
And when a stranger shall sojourn with thee, and will keep the passover
to the LORD, let all his males be circumcised, and then let him come
near and keep it; and he shall be as one that is born in the land: for
no uncircumcised person shall eat thereof.
49 One law shall be to him that is
homeborn, and unto the stranger that sojourneth among you.
50 Thus did all the
children of Israel; as the LORD commanded Moses and Aaron, so did they.
51 And it came
to pass the selfsame day, that the LORD did bring the children of
Israel out of the land of Egypt by their armies.
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Our New Testament reading is verses 21-35 from the 18th chapter in the Gospel of Matthew.
This deals with a tough matter. Forgiveness. The spirit and attitude of forgiveness that is expect of Christians, those who, after all, have been forgiven much. But it is a character trait that is, alas, all too rare, even within the church. Or within families, for that matter. Most of us have had to witness this, and more than a few of us -- me included -- have been guilty. Some of us still are.
The Lord has had to forgive quite a lot in my case. If we are called to take on His character, to be in truth, "little Christs", then we need to think and act accordingly. Not possible in human power, only by the indwelling of the Spirit can we hope to succeed.
Now, the question of "who is my brother", gets to be an issue here.
Matthew 18:21-35
21 Then came
Peter to him, and said, Lord, how oft shall my brother sin against me,
and I forgive him? till seven times?
22 Jesus saith unto him, I say not unto thee,
Until seven times: but, Until seventy times seven.
23 Therefore is the kingdom of
heaven likened unto a certain king, which would take account of his
servants. 24
And when he had begun to reckon, one was brought unto him, which owed
him ten thousand talents.
25 But forasmuch as he had not to pay, his lord commanded
him to be sold, and his wife, and children, and all that he had, and
payment to be made. 26
The servant therefore fell down, and worshipped him, saying, Lord, have
patience with me, and I will pay thee all.
27 Then the lord of that servant was moved
with compassion, and loosed him, and forgave him the debt.
28 But the same servant
went out, and found one of his fellowservants, which owed him an hundred
pence: and he laid hands on him, and took him by the throat, saying,
Pay me that thou owest.
29 And his fellowservant fell down at his feet, and besought
him, saying, Have patience with me, and I will pay thee all.
30 And he would not: but
went and cast him into prison, till he should pay the debt.
31 So when his
fellowservants saw what was done, they were very sorry, and came and
told unto their lord all that was done.
32 Then his lord, after that he had called
him, said unto him, O thou wicked servant, I forgave thee all that debt,
because thou desiredst me:
33 Shouldest not thou also have had compassion on thy
fellowservant, even as I had pity on thee?
34 And his lord was wroth, and delivered
him to the tormentors, till he should pay all that was due unto him.
35 So likewise
shall my heavenly Father do also unto you, if ye from your hearts
forgive not every one his brother their trespasses.
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