New month!! I much prefer the months with short names. "May" is much preferable to "January", for example. "June" is better than "December". And I prefer the months whose names do not end in -ary or -ber. Again, it's just my personal preference. Your mileage may vary.
A long day today. Some real challenges before us. But more than a few are behind us as well.
I took Dear Wife off to get her infusion this morning. We were out of there by noon, then the drive home. Got her something to eat, under blankets in the recliner. About 3 hours ago, she relocated into bed and is still there. Starting to suffer the side effects of the infusion, so she's achy and running a fever also, Not A Good Thing, but we've been through this before. Every time is a concern, and yes, every time is different as well. We proceed on faith that this path has been assigned to us, for reasons we can't yet see.
I don't get into a whole lot of details. We've both of us been through some tough things. Her dad was born in Austria, father had ties to the Hapsburgs, the ruling family in Austria, and also had some Jewish ancestry. When the National Socialists took over, Tom's mom used her British passport and got the sons out, and herself. Rest of the family died in the camps. Tom came here, served in the US military during WW2, and then at intervals up into VietNam. Was a POW in Viet Nam. Came home, was a drunk. Seeing your dad's name in the newspaper is tough. He died in pain and poverty from effects of Agent Orange. VA REFUSED to help, but then, 3 months after his passing, sent the widow a letter saying they'd cover him from that point forward! Wife was about the first student in Computer Science at Carnegie Mellon, but had to work throughout. Had a bad marriage, seems he wasn't divorced from his first wife. Bad situation, made worse by some astonishingly corrupt public officials, including at least one judge. We met, married, and are now coming up on our 29th anniversary, but to this day we suffer some of the results of public corruption.
I also went through some very tough times, being homeless at one time. I've been down some very dark roads, some situations that very nearly had me dead, and despair was a constant companion. We've come a long way, and have learned to lean on the Lord and give thanks for what He has done and is still doing.
We do find the claims of the "prosperity preachers", the "name it and claim it" types, to be truly ridiculous. I wouldn't mind, of course, having some of those goodies. Who wouldn't? But if the world treated Jesus badly, and did, then who should expect His followers to be treated any better, or any differently? My own ancestors came to America to escape truly hideous persecution in Europe, generally at the hands of the religious leaders in the region, most of them being Lutherans and Calvinists. So the road is bumpy for many, and has been.
And behind all those clouds and gray skies, the sun is still shining. We know that.
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Our reading in the Old Testament is chapters 25, 26, and 27 of Numbers
Numbers 25
1 And Israel
abode in Shittim, and the people began to commit whoredom with the
daughters of Moab. 2
And they called the people unto the sacrifices of their gods: and the
people did eat, and bowed down to their gods.
3 And Israel joined himself unto
Baalpeor: and the anger of the LORD was kindled against Israel.
4 And the LORD said
unto Moses, Take all the heads of the people, and hang them up before
the LORD against the sun, that the fierce anger of the LORD may be
turned away from Israel.
5 And Moses said unto the judges of Israel, Slay ye every one
his men that were joined unto Baalpeor.
6 And, behold, one of the children of Israel
came and brought unto his brethren a Midianitish woman in the sight of
Moses, and in the sight of all the congregation of the children of
Israel, who were weeping before the door of the tabernacle of the
congregation. 7
And when Phinehas, the son of Eleazar, the son of Aaron the priest, saw
it, he rose up from among the congregation, and took a javelin in his
hand; 8 And he
went after the man of Israel into the tent, and thrust both of them
through, the man of Israel, and the woman through her belly. So the
plague was stayed from the children of Israel.
9 And those that died in the plague were twenty and four thousand. 10 And the LORD spake unto Moses, saying, 11
Phinehas, the son of Eleazar, the son of Aaron the priest, hath turned
my wrath away from the children of Israel, while he was zealous for my
sake among them, that I consumed not the children of Israel in my
jealousy. 12 Wherefore say, Behold, I give unto him my covenant of peace: 13
And he shall have it, and his seed after him, even the covenant of an
everlasting priesthood; because he was zealous for his God, and made an
atonement for the children of Israel.
14 Now the name of the Israelite that was slain,
even that was slain with the Midianitish woman, was Zimri, the son of
Salu, a prince of a chief house among the Simeonites.
15 And the name of the
Midianitish woman that was slain was Cozbi, the daughter of Zur; he was
head over a people, and of a chief house in Midian.
16 And the LORD spake unto Moses, saying, 17 Vex the Midianites, and smite them: 18
For they vex you with their wiles, wherewith they have beguiled you in
the matter of Peor, and in the matter of Cozbi, the daughter of a prince
of Midian, their sister, which was slain in the day of the plague for
Peor's sake.
Numbers 26
1 And it came
to pass after the plague, that the LORD spake unto Moses and unto
Eleazar the son of Aaron the priest, saying,
2 Take the sum of all the congregation of
the children of Israel, from twenty years old and upward, throughout
their fathers' house, all that are able to go to war in Israel.
3 And Moses and
Eleazar the priest spake with them in the plains of Moab by Jordan near
Jericho, saying, 4
Take the sum of the people, from twenty years old and upward; as the
LORD commanded Moses and the children of Israel, which went forth out of
the land of Egypt. 5
Reuben, the eldest son of Israel: the children of Reuben; Hanoch, of
whom cometh the family of the Hanochites: of Pallu, the family of the
Palluites: 6
Of Hezron, the family of the Hezronites: of Carmi, the family of the
Carmites. 7
These are the families of the Reubenites: and they that were numbered of
them were forty and three thousand and seven hundred and thirty.
8 And the sons of Pallu; Eliab. 9
And the sons of Eliab; Nemuel, and Dathan, and Abiram. This is that
Dathan and Abiram, which were famous in the congregation, who strove
against Moses and against Aaron in the company of Korah, when they
strove against the LORD:
10 And the earth opened her mouth, and swallowed them up
together with Korah, when that company died, what time the fire devoured
two hundred and fifty men: and they became a sign.
11 Notwithstanding the children of Korah died not. 12
The sons of Simeon after their families: of Nemuel, the family of the
Nemuelites: of Jamin, the family of the Jaminites: of Jachin, the family
of the Jachinites: 13
Of Zerah, the family of the Zarhites: of Shaul, the family of the
Shaulites. 14
These are the families of the Simeonites, twenty and two thousand and
two hundred. 15
The children of Gad after their families: of Zephon, the family of the
Zephonites: of Haggi, the family of the Haggites: of Shuni, the family
of the Shunites: 16 Of Ozni, the family of the Oznites: of Eri, the family of the Erites: 17 Of Arod, the family of the Arodites: of Areli, the family of the Arelites. 18
These are the families of the children of Gad according to those that
were numbered of them, forty thousand and five hundred.
19 The sons of Judah were Er
and Onan: and Er and Onan died in the land of Canaan.
20 And the sons of Judah after
their families were; of Shelah, the family of the Shelanites: of Pharez,
the family of the Pharzites: of Zerah, the family of the Zarhites.
21 And the sons of
Pharez were; of Hezron, the family of the Hezronites: of Hamul, the
family of the Hamulites.
22 These are the families of Judah according to those that
were numbered of them, threescore and sixteen thousand and five hundred.
23 Of the
sons of Issachar after their families: of Tola, the family of the
Tolaites: of Pua, the family of the Punites:
24 Of Jashub, the family of the
Jashubites: of Shimron, the family of the Shimronites.
25 These are the families of
Issachar according to those that were numbered of them, threescore and
four thousand and three hundred.
26 Of the sons of Zebulun after their families: of
Sered, the family of the Sardites: of Elon, the family of the Elonites:
of Jahleel, the family of the Jahleelites.
27 These are the families of the
Zebulunites according to those that were numbered of them, threescore
thousand and five hundred.
28 The sons of Joseph after their families were Manasseh and Ephraim. 29
Of the sons of Manasseh: of Machir, the family of the Machirites: and
Machir begat Gilead: of Gilead come the family of the Gileadites.
30 These are the
sons of Gilead: of Jeezer, the family of the Jeezerites: of Helek, the
family of the Helekites:
31 And of Asriel, the family of the Asrielites: and of
Shechem, the family of the Shechemites:
32 And of Shemida, the family of the
Shemidaites: and of Hepher, the family of the Hepherites.
33 And Zelophehad the son of
Hepher had no sons, but daughters: and the names of the daughters of
Zelophehad were Mahlah, and Noah, Hoglah, Milcah, and Tirzah.
34 These are the
families of Manasseh, and those that were numbered of them, fifty and
two thousand and seven hundred.
35 These are the sons of Ephraim after their families:
of Shuthelah, the family of the Shuthalhites: of Becher, the family of
the Bachrites: of Tahan, the family of the Tahanites.
36 And these are the sons of Shuthelah: of Eran, the family of the Eranites. 37
These are the families of the sons of Ephraim according to those that
were numbered of them, thirty and two thousand and five hundred. These
are the sons of Joseph after their families.
38 The sons of Benjamin after their
families: of Bela, the family of the Belaites: of Ashbel, the family of
the Ashbelites: of Ahiram, the family of the Ahiramites:
39 Of Shupham, the family of
the Shuphamites: of Hupham, the family of the Huphamites.
40 And the sons of Bela were
Ard and Naaman: of Ard, the family of the Ardites: and of Naaman, the
family of the Naamites.
41 These are the sons of Benjamin after their families: and
they that were numbered of them were forty and five thousand and six
hundred. 42
These are the sons of Dan after their families: of Shuham, the family of
the Shuhamites. These are the families of Dan after their families.
43 All the
families of the Shuhamites, according to those that were numbered of
them, were threescore and four thousand and four hundred.
44 Of the children of Asher
after their families: of Jimna, the family of the Jimnites: of Jesui,
the family of the Jesuites: of Beriah, the family of the Beriites.
45 Of the sons of
Beriah: of Heber, the family of the Heberites: of Malchiel, the family
of the Malchielites. 46 And the name of the daughter of Asher was Sarah. 47
These are the families of the sons of Asher according to those that
were numbered of them; who were fifty and three thousand and four
hundred. 48 Of
the sons of Naphtali after their families: of Jahzeel, the family of
the Jahzeelites: of Guni, the family of the Gunites:
49 Of Jezer, the family of the
Jezerites: of Shillem, the family of the Shillemites.
50 These are the families of
Naphtali according to their families: and they that were numbered of
them were forty and five thousand and four hundred.
51 These were the numbered of the
children of Israel, six hundred thousand and a thousand seven hundred
and thirty. 52 And the LORD spake unto Moses, saying, 53
Unto these the land shall be divided for an inheritance according to
the number of names. 54
To many thou shalt give the more inheritance, and to few thou shalt
give the less inheritance: to every one shall his inheritance be given
according to those that were numbered of him.
55 Notwithstanding the land shall be
divided by lot: according to the names of the tribes of their fathers
they shall inherit. 56
According to the lot shall the possession thereof be divided between
many and few. 57
And these are they that were numbered of the Levites after their
families: of Gershon, the family of the Gershonites: of Kohath, the
family of the Kohathites: of Merari, the family of the Merarites.
58 These are the
families of the Levites: the family of the Libnites, the family of the
Hebronites, the family of the Mahlites, the family of the Mushites, the
family of the Korathites. And Kohath begat Amram.
59 And the name of Amram's wife was
Jochebed, the daughter of Levi, whom her mother bare to Levi in Egypt:
and she bare unto Amram Aaron and Moses, and Miriam their sister.
60 And unto Aaron was born Nadab, and Abihu, Eleazar, and Ithamar. 61 And Nadab and Abihu died, when they offered strange fire before the LORD. 62
And those that were numbered of them were twenty and three thousand,
all males from a month old and upward: for they were not numbered among
the children of Israel, because there was no inheritance given them
among the children of Israel.
63 These are they that were numbered by Moses and
Eleazar the priest, who numbered the children of Israel in the plains of
Moab by Jordan near Jericho.
64 But among these there was not a man of them whom
Moses and Aaron the priest numbered, when they numbered the children of
Israel in the wilderness of Sinai.
65 For the LORD had said of them, They shall surely
die in the wilderness. And there was not left a man of them, save Caleb
the son of Jephunneh, and Joshua the son of Nun.
Numbers 27
1 Then came
the daughters of Zelophehad, the son of Hepher, the son of Gilead, the
son of Machir, the son of Manasseh, of the families of Manasseh the son
of Joseph: and these are the names of his daughters; Mahlah, Noah, and
Hoglah, and Milcah, and Tirzah.
2 And they stood before Moses, and before Eleazar the
priest, and before the princes and all the congregation, by the door of
the tabernacle of the congregation, saying,
3 Our father died in the wilderness, and
he was not in the company of them that gathered themselves together
against the LORD in the company of Korah; but died in his own sin, and
had no sons. 4
Why should the name of our father be done away from among his family,
because he hath no son? Give unto us therefore a possession among the
brethren of our father.
5 And Moses brought their cause before the LORD. 6 And the LORD spake unto Moses, saying, 7
The daughters of Zelophehad speak right: thou shalt surely give them a
possession of an inheritance among their father's brethren; and thou
shalt cause the inheritance of their father to pass unto them.
8 And thou shalt speak
unto the children of Israel, saying, If a man die, and have no son, then
ye shall cause his inheritance to pass unto his daughter.
9 And if he have no
daughter, then ye shall give his inheritance unto his brethren.
10 And if he have no
brethren, then ye shall give his inheritance unto his father's brethren.
11 And if his
father have no brethren, then ye shall give his inheritance unto his
kinsman that is next to him of his family, and he shall possess it: and
it shall be unto the children of Israel a statute of judgment, as the
LORD commanded Moses.
12 And the LORD said unto Moses, Get thee up into this mount
Abarim, and see the land which I have given unto the children of Israel.
13 And when
thou hast seen it, thou also shalt be gathered unto thy people, as Aaron
thy brother was gathered.
14 For ye rebelled against my commandment in the desert of
Zin, in the strife of the congregation, to sanctify me at the water
before their eyes: that is the water of Meribah in Kadesh in the
wilderness of Zin. 15 And Moses spake unto the LORD, saying, 16
Let the LORD, the God of the spirits of all flesh, set a man over the
congregation, 17
Which may go out before them, and which may go in before them, and
which may lead them out, and which may bring them in; that the
congregation of the LORD be not as sheep which have no shepherd.
18 And the LORD said
unto Moses, Take thee Joshua the son of Nun, a man in whom is the
spirit, and lay thine hand upon him;
19 And set him before Eleazar the priest, and
before all the congregation; and give him a charge in their sight.
20 And thou shalt
put some of thine honor upon him, that all the congregation of the
children of Israel may be obedient.
21 And he shall stand before Eleazar the priest,
who shall ask counsel for him after the judgment of Urim before the
LORD: at his word shall they go out, and at his word they shall come in,
both he, and all the children of Israel with him, even all the
congregation. 22
And Moses did as the LORD commanded him: and he took Joshua, and set
him before Eleazar the priest, and before all the congregation:
23 And he laid his
hands upon him, and gave him a charge, as the LORD commanded by the hand
of Moses.
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Our reading in the New Testament today is chapter 8 of the Gospel of Mark
In here is the question that we all must answer. No matter what.
Mark 8
1 In those
days the multitude being very great, and having nothing to eat, Jesus
called his disciples unto him, and saith unto them,
2 I have compassion on the
multitude, because they have now been with me three days, and have
nothing to eat: 3
And if I send them away fasting to their own houses, they will faint by
the way: for divers of them came from far.
4 And his disciples answered him, From
whence can a man satisfy these men with bread here in the wilderness?
5 And he asked them, How many loaves have ye? And they said, Seven. 6
And he commanded the people to sit down on the ground: and he took the
seven loaves, and gave thanks, and brake, and gave to his disciples to
set before them; and they did set them before the people.
7 And they had a few small
fishes: and he blessed, and commanded to set them also before them.
8 So they did eat,
and were filled: and they took up of the broken meat that was left
seven baskets. 9 And they that had eaten were about four thousand: and he sent them away. 10
And straightway he entered into a ship with his disciples, and came
into the parts of Dalmanutha.
11 And the Pharisees came forth, and began to question
with him, seeking of him a sign from heaven, tempting him.
12 And he sighed deeply in
his spirit, and saith, Why doth this generation seek after a sign?
verily I say unto you, There shall no sign be given unto this
generation. 13
And he left them, and entering into the ship again departed to the
other side. 14
Now the disciples had forgotten to take bread, neither had they in the
ship with them more than one loaf.
15 And he charged them, saying, Take heed, beware
of the leaven of the Pharisees, and of the leaven of Herod.
16 And they reasoned among themselves, saying, It is because we have no bread. 17
And when Jesus knew it, he saith unto them, Why reason ye, because ye
have no bread? perceive ye not yet, neither understand? have ye your
heart yet hardened? 18
Having eyes, see ye not? and having ears, hear ye not? and do ye not
remember? 19
When I brake the five loaves among five thousand, how many baskets full
of fragments took ye up? They say unto him, Twelve.
20 And when the seven among four
thousand, how many baskets full of fragments took ye up? And they said,
Seven. 21 And he said unto them, How is it that ye do not understand? 22 And he cometh to Bethsaida; and they bring a blind man unto
him, and besought him to touch him.
23 And he took the blind man by the hand, and led
him out of the town; and when he had spit on his eyes, and put his hands
upon him, he asked him if he saw ought.
24 And he looked up, and said, I see men as trees, walking. 25
After that he put his hands again upon his eyes, and made him look up:
and he was restored, and saw every man clearly.
26 And he sent him away to his house,
saying, Neither go into the town, nor tell it to any in the town.
27 And Jesus went
out, and his disciples, into the towns of Caesarea Philippi: and by the
way he asked his disciples, saying unto them, Whom do men say that I am?
28 And they
answered, John the Baptist; but some say, Elias; and others, One of the
prophets. 29
And he saith unto them, But whom say ye that I am? And Peter answereth
and saith unto him, Thou art the Christ.
30 And he charged them that they should tell no man of him. 31
And he began to teach them, that the Son of man must suffer many
things, and be rejected of the elders, and of the chief priests, and
scribes, and be killed, and after three days rise again.
32 And he spake that saying
openly. And Peter took him, and began to rebuke him.
33 But when he had turned about
and looked on his disciples, he rebuked Peter, saying, Get thee behind
me, Satan: for thou savourest not the things that be of God, but the
things that be of men.
34 And when he had called the people unto him with his
disciples also, he said unto them, Whosoever will come after me, let him
deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow me.
35 For whosoever will save his
life shall lose it; but whosoever shall lose his life for my sake and
the gospel's, the same shall save it.
36 For what shall it profit a man, if he shall
gain the whole world, and lose his own soul?
37 Or what shall a man give in exchange for his soul? 38
Whosoever therefore shall be ashamed of me and of my words in this
adulterous and sinful generation; of him also shall the Son of man be
ashamed, when he cometh in the glory of his Father with the holy angels.
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