Up early. Off to the local hospital where the doc keeps his office. More to follow once we know more.
==>; Sitting in waiting area of Nuclear Medicine department hospital. She was called back just moments ago. Probably will be there for several hours. So I have this device on a charger cord, and expect to be sitting here a while , lost in my thoughts.
Being caught up in the folds of American medicine is interesting. Sometimes wondrous, inspiring, and with great, caring, skilled personnel. Sometimes not. Both my grandads and at least one uncle died early of maladies quite regularly treatable now, which weren't at the time. Wife limps along, but alive by virtue of medicines and treatments that did not exist when her mother was born, and some that did not exist when Wife was born. So, yes, there is illness and pain and suffering. But life. Shall we focus on the challenges or on the blessings? I think we know what we SHOULD emphasize, but we (meaning me too) don't necessarily. It's natural: we pay more attention to the tooth that hurts rather than the ones that don't. It reminds us of what needs to be fixed.
We drove in through an area I once regularly frequented. That was 40 years go. Parts of it "only" 30 years ago. The area used to be, generally, considered nice. Not the 2 block area around the hospital, but most of the route in. Now? Empty store fronts. Empty lots where businesses, including at least one shopping plaza once stood. Empty lots, weed covered and overgrown, where houses once stood. Burned-out shells of houses. People shuffling about with no purpose, no hope, no future, waiting to die with the only interlude a jug of booze or a few packets of heroin, or a "hookup" with a randy stranger with a similar outlook.
Out of this, you don't get a good town or life or prospect for either.
But then, looking for hope outside of Christ is futile. The failure should not surprise us. But I hear, quite regularly from old one-time friends, who are absolutely sure that some government or quasi-government program will Make It All Better. Or an art project, or an after school program. Or whatever. Sadly, some are in leadership roles with various churches and religious groups. Eager to do almost anything rather than preach the Gospel.
Sounds like some are worshiping a false god.
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From the Old Testament, chapters 10 and 11 from the Judges.
Judges 10
1 And after
Abimelech there arose to defend Israel Tola the son of Puah, the son of
Dodo, a man of Issachar; and he dwelt in Shamir in mount Ephraim.
2 And he judged
Israel twenty and three years, and died, and was buried in Shamir.
3 And after him
arose Jair, a Gileadite, and judged Israel twenty and two years.
4 And he had thirty
sons that rode on thirty ass colts, and they had thirty cities, which
are called Havothjair unto this day, which are in the land of Gilead.
5 And Jair died, and was buried in Camon. 6
And the children of Israel did evil again in the sight of the LORD, and
served Baalim, and Ashtaroth, and the gods of Syria, and the gods of
Zidon, and the gods of Moab, and the gods of the children of Ammon, and
the gods of the Philistines, and forsook the LORD, and served not him.
7 And the anger
of the LORD was hot against Israel, and he sold them into the hands of
the Philistines, and into the hands of the children of Ammon.
8 And that year they
vexed and oppressed the children of Israel: eighteen years, all the
children of Israel that were on the other side Jordan in the land of the
Amorites, which is in Gilead.
9 Moreover the children of Ammon passed over Jordan to
fight also against Judah, and against Benjamin, and against the house of
Ephraim; so that Israel was sore distressed.
10 And the children of Israel cried unto
the LORD, saying, We have sinned against thee, both because we have
forsaken our God, and also served Baalim.
11 And the LORD said unto the children of
Israel, Did not I deliver you from the Egyptians, and from the Amorites,
from the children of Ammon, and from the Philistines?
12 The Zidonians also, and the
Amalekites, and the Maonites, did oppress you; and ye cried to me, and I
delivered you out of their hand.
13 Yet ye have forsaken me, and served other gods:
wherefore I will deliver you no more.
14 Go and cry unto the gods which ye have
chosen; let them deliver you in the time of your tribulation.
15 And the children of
Israel said unto the LORD, We have sinned: do thou unto us whatsoever
seemeth good unto thee; deliver us only, we pray thee, this day.
16 And they put away
the strange gods from among them, and served the LORD: and his soul was
grieved for the misery of Israel.
17 Then the children of Ammon were gathered
together, and encamped in Gilead. And the children of Israel assembled
themselves together, and encamped in Mizpeh.
18 And the people and princes of Gilead
said one to another, What man is he that will begin to fight against the
children of Ammon? he shall be head over all the inhabitants of Gilead.
Judges 11
1 Now
Jephthah the Gileadite was a mighty man of valor, and he was the son of
an harlot: and Gilead begat Jephthah.
2 And Gilead's wife bare him sons; and his
wife's sons grew up, and they thrust out Jephthah, and said unto him,
Thou shalt not inherit in our father's house; for thou art the son of a
strange woman. 3
Then Jephthah fled from his brethren, and dwelt in the land of Tob: and
there were gathered vain men to Jephthah, and went out with him.
4 And it came to
pass in process of time, that the children of Ammon made war against
Israel. 5 And
it was so, that when the children of Ammon made war against Israel, the
elders of Gilead went to fetch Jephthah out of the land of Tob:
6 And they said unto
Jephthah, Come, and be our captain, that we may fight with the children
of Ammon. 7
And Jephthah said unto the elders of Gilead, Did not ye hate me, and
expel me out of my father's house? and why are ye come unto me now when
ye are in distress? 8
And the elders of Gilead said unto Jephthah, Therefore we turn again to
thee now, that thou mayest go with us, and fight against the children
of Ammon, and be our head over all the inhabitants of Gilead.
9 And Jephthah said unto
the elders of Gilead, If ye bring me home again to fight against the
children of Ammon, and the LORD deliver them before me, shall I be your
head? 10 And
the elders of Gilead said unto Jephthah, The LORD be witness between us,
if we do not so according to thy words.
11 Then Jephthah went with the elders of
Gilead, and the people made him head and captain over them: and Jephthah
uttered all his words before the LORD in Mizpeh.
12 And Jephthah sent messengers unto
the king of the children of Ammon, saying, What hast thou to do with
me, that thou art come against me to fight in my land?
13 And the king of the children
of Ammon answered unto the messengers of Jephthah, Because Israel took
away my land, when they came up out of Egypt, from Arnon even unto
Jabbok, and unto Jordan: now therefore restore those lands again
peaceably. 14 And Jephthah sent messengers again unto the king of the children of Ammon: 15
And said unto him, Thus saith Jephthah, Israel took not away the land
of Moab, nor the land of the children of Ammon:
16 But when Israel came up from Egypt,
and walked through the wilderness unto the Red sea, and came to Kadesh;
17 Then
Israel sent messengers unto the king of Edom, saying, Let me, I pray
thee, pass through thy land: but the king of Edom would not hearken
thereto. And in like manner they sent unto the king of Moab: but he
would not consent: and Israel abode in Kadesh.
18 Then they went along through the
wilderness, and compassed the land of Edom, and the land of Moab, and
came by the east side of the land of Moab, and pitched on the other side
of Arnon, but came not within the border of Moab: for Arnon was the
border of Moab. 19
And Israel sent messengers unto Sihon king of the Amorites, the king of
Heshbon; and Israel said unto him, Let us pass, we pray thee, through
thy land into my place.
20 But Sihon trusted not Israel to pass through his coast: but
Sihon gathered all his people together, and pitched in Jahaz, and
fought against Israel.
21 And the LORD God of Israel delivered Sihon and all his
people into the hand of Israel, and they smote them: so Israel possessed
all the land of the Amorites, the inhabitants of that country.
22 And they possessed
all the coasts of the Amorites, from Arnon even unto Jabbok, and from
the wilderness even unto Jordan.
23 So now the LORD God of Israel hath dispossessed
the Amorites from before his people Israel, and shouldest thou possess
it? 24 Wilt
not thou possess that which Chemosh thy god giveth thee to possess? So
whomsoever the LORD our God shall drive out from before us, them will we
possess. 25
And now art thou any thing better than Balak the son of Zippor, king of
Moab? did he ever strive against Israel, or did he ever fight against
them, 26 While
Israel dwelt in Heshbon and her towns, and in Aroer and her towns, and
in all the cities that be along by the coasts of Arnon, three hundred
years? why therefore did ye not recover them within that time?
27 Wherefore I have not
sinned against thee, but thou doest me wrong to war against me: the
LORD the Judge be judge this day between the children of Israel and the
children of Ammon. 28
Howbeit the king of the children of Ammon hearkened not unto the words
of Jephthah which he sent him.
29 Then the Spirit of the LORD came upon Jephthah, and
he passed over Gilead, and Manasseh, and passed over Mizpeh of Gilead,
and from Mizpeh of Gilead he passed over unto the children of Ammon.
30 And Jephthah
vowed a vow unto the LORD, and said, If thou shalt without fail deliver
the children of Ammon into mine hands,
31 Then it shall be, that whatsoever cometh
forth of the doors of my house to meet me, when I return in peace from
the children of Ammon, shall surely be the LORD's, and I will offer it
up for a burnt offering.
32 So Jephthah passed over unto the children of Ammon to
fight against them; and the LORD delivered them into his hands.
33 And he smote them
from Aroer, even till thou come to Minnith, even twenty cities, and unto
the plain of the vineyards, with a very great slaughter. Thus the
children of Ammon were subdued before the children of Israel.
34 And Jephthah came to
Mizpeh unto his house, and, behold, his daughter came out to meet him
with timbrels and with dances: and she was his only child; beside her he
had neither son nor daughter.
35 And it came to pass, when he saw her, that he rent
his clothes, and said, Alas, my daughter! thou hast brought me very low,
and thou art one of them that trouble me: for I have opened my mouth
unto the LORD, and I cannot go back.
36 And she said unto him, My father, if thou hast
opened thy mouth unto the LORD, do to me according to that which hath
proceeded out of thy mouth; forasmuch as the LORD hath taken vengeance
for thee of thine enemies, even of the children of Ammon.
37 And she said unto her
father, Let this thing be done for me: let me alone two months, that I
may go up and down upon the mountains, and bewail my virginity, I and my
fellows. 38
And he said, Go. And he sent her away for two months: and she went with
her companions, and bewailed her virginity upon the mountains.
39 And it came to pass
at the end of two months, that she returned unto her father, who did
with her according to his vow which he had vowed: and she knew no man.
And it was a custom in Israel,
40 That the daughters of Israel went yearly to lament
the daughter of Jephthah the Gileadite four days in a year.
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Reading in the New Testament today, verses 1-36 from chapter 9 of the Gospel of Luke.
Lots here, all significant. And concluding with the event we call the Transfiguration.
Luke 9:1-36
1 Then he
called his twelve disciples together, and gave them power and authority
over all devils, and to cure diseases.
2 And he sent them to preach the kingdom of God, and to heal the sick. 3
And he said unto them, Take nothing for your journey, neither staves,
nor scrip, neither bread, neither money; neither have two coats apiece.
4 And whatsoever house ye enter into, there abide, and thence depart. 5
And whosoever will not receive you, when ye go out of that city, shake
off the very dust from your feet for a testimony against them.
6 And they departed,
and went through the towns, preaching the gospel, and healing every
where. 7 Now
Herod the tetrarch heard of all that was done by him: and he was
perplexed, because that it was said of some, that John was risen from
the dead; 8
And of some, that Elias had appeared; and of others, that one of the old
prophets was risen again.
9 And Herod said, John have I beheaded: but who is this, of
whom I hear such things? And he desired to see him.
10 And the apostles, when they
were returned, told him all that they had done. And he took them, and
went aside privately into a desert place belonging to the city called
Bethsaida. 11
And the people, when they knew it, followed him: and he received them,
and spake unto them of the kingdom of God, and healed them that had need
of healing. 12
And when the day began to wear away, then came the twelve, and said
unto him, Send the multitude away, that they may go into the towns and
country round about, and lodge, and get victuals: for we are here in a
desert place. 13
But he said unto them, Give ye them to eat. And they said, We have no
more but five loaves and two fishes; except we should go and buy meat
for all this people. 14
For they were about five thousand men. And he said to his disciples,
Make them sit down by fifties in a company.
15 And they did so, and made them all sit down. 16
Then he took the five loaves and the two fishes, and looking up to
heaven, he blessed them, and brake, and gave to the disciples to set
before the multitude.
17 And they did eat, and were all filled: and there was taken up
of fragments that remained to them twelve baskets.
18 And it came to pass, as he was
alone praying, his disciples were with him: and he asked them, saying,
Whom say the people that I am?
19 They answering said, John the Baptist; but some say,
Elias; and others say, that one of the old prophets is risen again.
20 He said unto
them, But whom say ye that I am? Peter answering said, The Christ of
God. 21 And he straitly charged them, and commanded them to tell no man that thing; 22
Saying, The Son of man must suffer many things, and be rejected of the
elders and chief priests and scribes, and be slain, and be raised the
third day. 23
And he said to them all, If any man will come after me, let him deny
himself, and take up his cross daily, and follow me.
24 For whosoever will save his
life shall lose it: but whosoever will lose his life for my sake, the
same shall save it. 25
For what is a man advantaged, if he gain the whole world, and lose
himself, or be cast away?
26 For whosoever shall be ashamed of me and of my words, of
him shall the Son of man be ashamed, when he shall come in his own
glory, and in his Father's, and of the holy angels.
27 But I tell you of a truth,
there be some standing here, which shall not taste of death, till they
see the kingdom of God.
28 And it came to pass about an eight days after these
sayings, he took Peter and John and James, and went up into a mountain
to pray. 29
And as he prayed, the fashion of his countenance was altered, and his
raiment was white and glistering.
30 And, behold, there talked with him two men, which were Moses and Elias: 31
Who appeared in glory, and spake of his decease which he should
accomplish at Jerusalem.
32 But Peter and they that were with him were heavy with
sleep: and when they were awake, they saw his glory, and the two men
that stood with him. 33
And it came to pass, as they departed from him, Peter said unto Jesus,
Master, it is good for us to be here: and let us make three tabernacles;
one for thee, and one for Moses, and one for Elias: not knowing what he
said. 34
While he thus spake, there came a cloud, and overshadowed them: and they
feared as they entered into the cloud.
35 And there came a voice out of the cloud,
saying, This is my beloved Son: hear him.
36 And when the voice was past, Jesus was
found alone. And they kept it close, and told no man in those days any
of those things which they had seen.
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