more than a little bit late today. Regrets and all.
A bit quiet over here today. I was blessed to be able to attend church worship services this morning, which is a very important part of my week. And the texts and messages brought were very much what I needed to hear, which is at least as significant. So that was important.
Wife slept pretty well during the night. I didn't: I woke several times during the night, once around 02:30 and it took more than an hour to get back to sleep. Wife woke around 06:00 and wanted to get up, so I helped her to do so, and then went back for another -- very badly needed -- hour. After I fed the cats, of course: the three of them were busy "singing the songs of their people" until I did. Then I left her on the recliner with a throw over her and a cup of coffee nearby. And I died.
Much of my sleep problems might well have been affected by one of our neighbors. We have a set across the street and down a couple houses, who are Moslems. Hijab on the women, all of that. And we've been in their un-holy month of Ramadan. That feast to a demon ended last night, and so they -- and quite a collection of their fellows -- were having a gathering. Having pretty large and very noisy fireworks going off within a hundred yards while you are trying to get to sleep, is not an ideal combination. Trust me on that. And inasmuch as being a member of that unholy cult makes one, apparently, a "protected class" in this country, no thanks to Obama, complaints to the authorities are likely only to result in one being accused of "xenophobia", or "hate speech" or some similar type of lie-beral nonsense. So we keep our heads down and pray that the Lord will change their hearts. I believe in miracles: it could happen.
And I had a bed to lie in and a roof over my head. The body could rest even if the mind could not.
Wife intends to call dentist office in the morning. It appears that there has arisen what looks like a boil on the front face of her gum in the area of that abscess and the bad tooth. If that sounds painful, it is. Very much so. She's been dealing with this for nearly two weeks now, which is fully as much "fun" as it sounds like. She's been on those antibiotics, four times a day, for nearly a week now. They've helped, certainly, but the Bad Stuff still needs to come out. She was desperate enough yesterday to have taken a sewing needle and lanced the boil herself. Her one-time work as an EMT has had some residual benefits I guess, but just having to describe the situation makes me feel like the worst failure as a husband and provider that is possible. Which may well be an accurate assessment.
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The Old Testament passage is chapters 4, 5, and 6.
As the saying goes, "sometimes help ain't help". Job was having a pretty rough time of it, for no good apparent reason. That was bad enough. Then his "friends" came by. Some "help"!
Job 4
1 Then Eliphaz the Temanite answered and said, 2
If we assay to commune with thee, wilt thou be grieved? but who can
withhold himself from speaking?
3 Behold, thou hast instructed many, and thou hast
strengthened the weak hands.
4 Thy words have upholden him that was falling, and thou
hast strengthened the feeble knees.
5 But now it is come upon thee, and thou faintest;
it toucheth thee, and thou art troubled.
6 Is not this thy fear, thy confidence, thy
hope, and the uprightness of thy ways?
7 Remember, I pray thee, who ever perished,
being innocent? or where were the righteous cut off?
8 Even as I have seen, they that
plow iniquity, and sow wickedness, reap the same.
9 By the blast of God they perish,
and by the breath of his nostrils are they consumed.
10 The roaring of the lion, and
the voice of the fierce lion, and the teeth of the young lions, are
broken. 11 The
old lion perisheth for lack of prey, and the stout lion's whelps are
scattered abroad. 12
Now a thing was secretly brought to me, and mine ear received a little
thereof. 13 In thoughts from the visions of the night, when deep sleep falleth on men, 14 Fear came upon me, and trembling, which made all my bones to shake. 15 Then a spirit passed before my face; the hair of my flesh stood up: 16
It stood still, but I could not discern the form thereof: an image was
before mine eyes, there was silence, and I heard a voice, saying,
17 Shall mortal man
be more just than God? shall a man be more pure than his maker?
18 Behold, he put no
trust in his servants; and his angels he charged with folly:
19 How much less in them
that dwell in houses of clay, whose foundation is in the dust, which are
crushed before the moth?
20 They are destroyed from morning to evening: they perish
for ever without any regarding it.
21 Doth not their excellency which is in them go away? they die, even without wisdom.
Job 5
1 Call now,
if there be any that will answer thee; and to which of the saints wilt
thou turn? 2 For wrath killeth the foolish man, and envy slayeth the silly one. 3 I have seen the foolish taking root: but suddenly I cursed his habitation. 4
His children are far from safety, and they are crushed in the gate,
neither is there any to deliver them.
5 Whose harvest the hungry eateth up, and taketh
it even out of the thorns, and the robber swalloweth up their
substance. 6
Although affliction cometh not forth of the dust, neither doth trouble
spring out of the ground;
7 Yet man is born unto trouble, as the sparks fly upward. 8 I would seek unto God, and unto God would I commit my cause: 9
Which doeth great things and unsearchable; marvellous things without
number: 10 Who giveth rain upon the earth, and sendeth waters upon the fields: 11
To set up on high those that be low; that those which mourn may be
exalted to safety. 12
He disappointeth the devices of the crafty, so that their hands cannot
perform their enterprise.
13 He taketh the wise in their own craftiness: and the
counsel of the froward is carried headlong.
14 They meet with darkness in the day
time, and grope in the noonday as in the night.
15 But he saveth the poor from the
sword, from their mouth, and from the hand of the mighty.
16 So the poor hath hope, and iniquity stoppeth her mouth. 17
Behold, happy is the man whom God correcteth: therefore despise not
thou the chastening of the Almighty:
18 For he maketh sore, and bindeth up: he woundeth, and his hands make whole. 19
He shall deliver thee in six troubles: yea, in seven there shall no
evil touch thee. 20
In famine he shall redeem thee from death: and in war from the power of
the sword. 21
Thou shalt be hid from the scourge of the tongue: neither shalt thou be
afraid of destruction when it cometh.
22 At destruction and famine thou shalt laugh:
neither shalt thou be afraid of the beasts of the earth.
23 For thou shalt be in
league with the stones of the field: and the beasts of the field shall
be at peace with thee.
24 And thou shalt know that thy tabernacle shall be in peace;
and thou shalt visit thy habitation, and shalt not sin.
25 Thou shalt know also that
thy seed shall be great, and thine offspring as the grass of the earth.
26 Thou shalt
come to thy grave in a full age, like as a shock of corn cometh in in
his season. 27 Lo this, we have searched it, so it is; hear it, and know thou it for thy good.
Job 6
1 But Job answered and said, 2
Oh that my grief were throughly weighed, and my calamity laid in the
balances together! 3
For now it would be heavier than the sand of the sea: therefore my
words are swallowed up.
4 For the arrows of the Almighty are within me, the poison
whereof drinketh up my spirit: the terrors of God do set themselves in
array against me. 5
Doth the wild ass bray when he hath grass? or loweth the ox over his
fodder? 6 Can
that which is unsavoury be eaten without salt? or is there any taste in
the white of an egg? 7 The things that my soul refused to touch are as my sorrowful meat. 8
Oh that I might have my request; and that God would grant me the thing
that I long for! 9
Even that it would please God to destroy me; that he would let loose
his hand, and cut me off!
10 Then should I yet have comfort; yea, I would harden
myself in sorrow: let him not spare; for I have not concealed the words
of the Holy One. 11
What is my strength, that I should hope? and what is mine end, that I
should prolong my life?
12 Is my strength the strength of stones? or is my flesh of brass? 13 Is not my help in me? and is wisdom driven quite from me? 14
To him that is afflicted pity should be shewed from his friend; but he
forsaketh the fear of the Almighty.
15 My brethren have dealt deceitfully as a brook,
and as the stream of brooks they pass away;
16 Which are blackish by reason of the ice, and wherein the snow is hid: 17
What time they wax warm, they vanish: when it is hot, they are consumed
out of their place. 18 The paths of their way are turned aside; they go to nothing, and perish. 19 The troops of Tema looked, the companies of Sheba waited for them. 20
They were confounded because they had hoped; they came thither, and
were ashamed. 21 For now ye are nothing; ye see my casting down, and are afraid. 22 Did I say, Bring unto me? or, Give a reward for me of your substance? 23
Or, Deliver me from the enemy's hand? or, Redeem me from the hand of
the mighty? 24
Teach me, and I will hold my tongue: and cause me to understand wherein
I have erred. 25 How forcible are right words! but what doth your arguing reprove? 26
Do ye imagine to reprove words, and the speeches of one that is
desperate, which are as wind?
27 Yea, ye overwhelm the fatherless, and ye dig a pit for your friend. 28
Now therefore be content, look upon me; for it is evident unto you if I
lie. 29
Return, I pray you, let it not be iniquity; yea, return again, my
righteousness is in it.
30 Is there iniquity in my tongue? cannot my taste discern perverse things?
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Our reading today in the New Testament continues with Stephen's declarations to the very hostile audience of the religious leaders who have dragged him before them with accusations of all manner of evil, which generally translates into "follower of Jesus". He wasn't lobbing softballs at them, he was declaring not only their own sins, but those of their ancestors as well. Right from Scripture.
Acts 7:20-43
20 In which
time Moses was born, and was exceeding fair, and nourished up in his
father's house three months:
21 And when he was cast out, Pharaoh's daughter took him
up, and nourished him for her own son.
22 And Moses was learned in all the wisdom of
the Egyptians, and was mighty in words and in deeds.
23 And when he was full forty
years old, it came into his heart to visit his brethren the children of
Israel. 24 And
seeing one of them suffer wrong, he defended him, and avenged him that
was oppressed, and smote the Egyptian:
25 For he supposed his brethren would have
understood how that God by his hand would deliver them: but they
understood not. 26
And the next day he shewed himself unto them as they strove, and would
have set them at one again, saying, Sirs, ye are brethren; why do ye
wrong one to another?
27 But he that did his neighbour wrong thrust him away, saying,
Who made thee a ruler and a judge over us?
28 Wilt thou kill me, as thou diddest the Egyptian yesterday? 29
Then fled Moses at this saying, and was a stranger in the land of
Madian, where he begat two sons.
30 And when forty years were expired, there appeared
to him in the wilderness of mount Sina an angel of the Lord in a flame
of fire in a bush. 31
When Moses saw it, he wondered at the sight: and as he drew near to
behold it, the voice of the LORD came unto him,
32 Saying, I am the God of thy
fathers, the God of Abraham, and the God of Isaac, and the God of Jacob.
Then Moses trembled, and durst not behold.
33 Then said the Lord to him, Put off thy
shoes from thy feet: for the place where thou standest is holy ground.
34 I have seen,
I have seen the affliction of my people which is in Egypt, and I have
heard their groaning, and am come down to deliver them. And now come, I
will send thee into Egypt.
35 This Moses whom they refused, saying, Who made thee a
ruler and a judge? the same did God send to be a ruler and a deliverer
by the hand of the angel which appeared to him in the bush.
36 He brought them out,
after that he had shewed wonders and signs in the land of Egypt, and in
the Red sea, and in the wilderness forty years.
37 This is that Moses, which said unto
the children of Israel, A prophet shall the Lord your God raise up unto
you of your brethren, like unto me; him shall ye hear.
38 This is he, that was in the
church in the wilderness with the angel which spake to him in the mount
Sina, and with our fathers: who received the lively oracles to give
unto us: 39 To
whom our fathers would not obey, but thrust him from them, and in their
hearts turned back again into Egypt,
40 Saying unto Aaron, Make us gods to go before
us: for as for this Moses, which brought us out of the land of Egypt, we
wot not what is become of him.
41 And they made a calf in those days, and offered
sacrifice unto the idol, and rejoiced in the works of their own hands.
42 Then God
turned, and gave them up to worship the host of heaven; as it is written
in the book of the prophets, O ye house of Israel, have ye offered to
me slain beasts and sacrifices by the space of forty years in the
wilderness? 43
Yea, ye took up the tabernacle of Moloch, and the star of your god
Remphan, figures which ye made to worship them: and I will carry you
away beyond Babylon.
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