short and sweet. Well, short anyway.
Been a long morning. Neither of us slept much at all last night. Hot in this place, and both of us concerned about the morning.
Alarms off at 06:00 and the preps underway for doctor appointments, for both of us this time, in another town (same county, at least) about 15 miles distant. Appointments set of 08:30, and we wanted to be early just in case paperwork and records needed to be updated. and New doctors for her are always stressful: with her "complex conditions" and now having to have a first visit with what we hope will be our new Primary Care physician, replacing the excellent one we had, who had suddenly decamped. Among other things, Wife was either about to run out of, or had already run out of, a couple of the meds that keep her alive. We'd stretched the string as far as we could, but the prescriptions were out of authorized refills, and none of the other docs could authorize the refills.
Visit went well. It's pretty new facility, a doc in his first practice, but -- for once -- the records, etc. transferred pretty seamlessly. Blood tests and all that stuff, urine test for her as she has a nasty UTI going on.
And then, having been assured that refill orders had been sent, we headed back and past, another 20 mile leg on an old and overheating car, to the pharmacy at the Big Box store across the state line. They had all but one of her meds, the other is on order -- an "orphan drug" -- and is expected to be in on Tuesday.
Back home. Got out of car and could hear the coolant boiling under the hood. NOT what you want to hear. Not at all. But we made it home.
We both took our "mornng" meds, had a thing of yogurt to hold them down. She's going to take a nap, and the idea doesn't sound bad at all
A lot of thoughts and things in the night. The Lord is dealing with me on several issues. Won't get into it now, there's more to come on the matter I do believe.
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Our Old Testament portion for today is Psalms 34 and 35
Psalm 34
1 I will
bless the LORD at all times: his praise shall continually be in my
mouth. 2 My
soul shall make her boast in the LORD: the humble shall hear thereof,
and be glad. 3 O magnify the LORD with me, and let us exalt his name together. 4 I sought the LORD, and he heard me, and delivered me from all my fears. 5 They looked unto him, and were lightened: and their faces were not ashamed. 6
This poor man cried, and the LORD heard him, and saved him out of all
his troubles. 7
The angel of the LORD encampeth round about them that fear him, and
delivereth them. 8
O taste and see that the LORD is good: blessed is the man that trusteth
in him. 9 O fear the LORD, ye his saints: for there is no want to them that fear him. 10
The young lions do lack, and suffer hunger: but they that seek the LORD
shall not want any good thing.
11 Come, ye children, hearken unto me: I will teach you the fear of the LORD. 12
What man is he that desireth life, and loveth many days, that he may
see good? 13 Keep thy tongue from evil, and thy lips from speaking guile. 14 Depart from evil, and do good; seek peace, and pursue it. 15
The eyes of the LORD are upon the righteous, and his ears are open unto
their cry. 16
The face of the LORD is against them that do evil, to cut off the
remembrance of them from the earth.
17 The righteous cry, and the LORD heareth, and
delivereth them out of all their troubles.
18 The LORD is nigh unto them that are of a
broken heart; and saveth such as be of a contrite spirit.
19 Many are the afflictions
of the righteous: but the LORD delivereth him out of them all.
20 He keepeth all his bones: not one of them is broken. 21
Evil shall slay the wicked: and they that hate the righteous shall be
desolate. 22
The LORD redeemeth the soul of his servants: and none of them that trust
in him shall be desolate.
Psalm 35
1 Plead my
cause, O LORD, with them that strive with me: fight against them that
fight against me. 2 Take hold of shield and buckler, and stand up for mine help. 3
Draw out also the spear, and stop the way against them that persecute
me: say unto my soul, I am thy salvation.
4 Let them be confounded and put to shame
that seek after my soul: let them be turned back and brought to
confusion that devise my hurt.
5 Let them be as chaff before the wind: and let the
angel of the LORD chase them.
6 Let their way be dark and slippery: and let the angel
of the LORD persecute them.
7 For without cause have they hid for me their net in a
pit, which without cause they have digged for my soul.
8 Let destruction come upon him
at unawares; and let his net that he hath hid catch himself: into that
very destruction let him fall.
9 And my soul shall be joyful in the LORD: it shall rejoice in his salvation. 10
All my bones shall say, LORD, who is like unto thee, which deliverest
the poor from him that is too strong for him, yea, the poor and the
needy from him that spoileth him?
11 False witnesses did rise up; they laid to my charge things that I knew not. 12 They rewarded me evil for good to the spoiling of my soul. 13
But as for me, when they were sick, my clothing was sackcloth: I
humbled my soul with fasting; and my prayer returned into mine own
bosom. 14 I
behaved myself as though he had been my friend or brother: I bowed down
heavily, as one that mourneth for his mother.
15 But in mine adversity they rejoiced,
and gathered themselves together: yea, the abjects gathered themselves
together against me, and I knew it not; they did tear me, and ceased
not: 16 With hypocritical mockers in feasts, they gnashed upon me with their teeth. 17
Lord, how long wilt thou look on? rescue my soul from their
destructions, my darling from the lions.
18 I will give thee thanks in the great
congregation: I will praise thee among much people.
19 Let not them that are mine
enemies wrongfully rejoice over me: neither let them wink with the eye
that hate me without a cause.
20 For they speak not peace: but they devise deceitful
matters against them that are quiet in the land.
21 Yea, they opened their mouth wide
against me, and said, Aha, aha, our eye hath seen it.
22 This thou hast seen, O LORD: keep not silence: O Lord, be not far from me. 23
Stir up thyself, and awake to my judgment, even unto my cause, my God
and my Lord. 24
Judge me, O LORD my God, according to thy righteousness; and let them
not rejoice over me. 25
Let them not say in their hearts, Ah, so would we have it: let them not
say, We have swallowed him up.
26 Let them be ashamed and brought to confusion
together that rejoice at mine hurt: let them be clothed with shame and
dishonour that magnify themselves against me.
27 Let them shout for joy, and be glad,
that favour my righteous cause: yea, let them say continually, Let the
LORD be magnified, which hath pleasure in the prosperity of his servant.
28 And my tongue shall speak of thy righteousness and of thy praise all the day long.
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Our reading in the New Testament is chapter 22 in the Acts of the Apostles.
Sometimes, we hear "wiser heads" telling us that we need to avoid strife and controversy in presenting the Gospel, to avoid offending those we encounter, and all of that.
I don't think that Paul would have agreed. Seems to me, that everywhere that he, and the rest of the Apostles and evangelists of the early church went, strife and controversy erupted, including city-wide riots and calling out the Guard. And the world was changed in the process. Now, it seems that the world is changing the church, and not for the better, either.
Acts 22
1 Men, brethren, and fathers, hear ye my defence which I make now unto you. 2
(And when they heard that he spake in the Hebrew tongue to them, they
kept the more silence: and he saith,)
3 I am verily a man which am a Jew, born in
Tarsus, a city in Cilicia, yet brought up in this city at the feet of
Gamaliel, and taught according to the perfect manner of the law of the
fathers, and was zealous toward God, as ye all are this day.
4 And I persecuted this
way unto the death, binding and delivering into prisons both men and
women. 5 As
also the high priest doth bear me witness, and all the estate of the
elders: from whom also I received letters unto the brethren, and went to
Damascus, to bring them which were there bound unto Jerusalem, for to
be punished. 6
And it came to pass, that, as I made my journey, and was come nigh unto
Damascus about noon, suddenly there shone from heaven a great light
round about me. 7
And I fell unto the ground, and heard a voice saying unto me, Saul,
Saul, why persecutest thou me?
8 And I answered, Who art thou, Lord? And he said unto
me, I am Jesus of Nazareth, whom thou persecutest.
9 And they that were with me saw
indeed the light, and were afraid; but they heard not the voice of him
that spake to me. 10
And I said, What shall I do, LORD? And the Lord said unto me, Arise,
and go into Damascus; and there it shall be told thee of all things
which are appointed for thee to do.
11 And when I could not see for the glory of that
light, being led by the hand of them that were with me, I came into
Damascus. 12
And one Ananias, a devout man according to the law, having a good report
of all the Jews which dwelt there,
13 Came unto me, and stood, and said unto me,
Brother Saul, receive thy sight. And the same hour I looked up upon him.
14 And he
said, The God of our fathers hath chosen thee, that thou shouldest know
his will, and see that Just One, and shouldest hear the voice of his
mouth. 15 For
thou shalt be his witness unto all men of what thou hast seen and heard.
16 And now
why tarriest thou? arise, and be baptized, and wash away thy sins,
calling on the name of the Lord.
17 And it came to pass, that, when I was come again
to Jerusalem, even while I prayed in the temple, I was in a trance;
18 And saw him
saying unto me, Make haste, and get thee quickly out of Jerusalem: for
they will not receive thy testimony concerning me.
19 And I said, Lord, they know that
I imprisoned and beat in every synagogue them that believed on thee:
20 And when the
blood of thy martyr Stephen was shed, I also was standing by, and
consenting unto his death, and kept the raiment of them that slew him.
21 And he said
unto me, Depart: for I will send thee far hence unto the Gentiles.
22 And they gave
him audience unto this word, and then lifted up their voices, and said,
Away with such a fellow from the earth: for it is not fit that he should
live. 23 And
as they cried out, and cast off their clothes, and threw dust into the
air, 24 The
chief captain commanded him to be brought into the castle, and bade that
he should be examined by scourging; that he might know wherefore they
cried so against him.
25 And as they bound him with thongs, Paul said unto the
centurion that stood by, Is it lawful for you to scourge a man that is a
Roman, and uncondemned?
26 When the centurion heard that, he went and told the chief
captain, saying, Take heed what thou doest: for this man is a Roman.
27 Then the chief
captain came, and said unto him, Tell me, art thou a Roman? He said,
Yea. 28 And
the chief captain answered, With a great sum obtained I this freedom.
And Paul said, But I was free born.
29 Then straightway they departed from him which
should have examined him: and the chief captain also was afraid, after
he knew that he was a Roman, and because he had bound him.
30 On the morrow, because
he would have known the certainty wherefore he was accused of the Jews,
he loosed him from his bands, and commanded the chief priests and all
their council to appear, and brought Paul down, and set him before them.
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