I started this earlier today, and threw it all away. Wasn't right. Still may not be right, but perhaps this is closer.
Some days, I feel so close to the Lord, so wrapped up in Him, that I feel that I can almost hear His voice. Note, please, that I said "almost".
Other days, and the contrast is horrible, I feel like the greatest sinner and most vile person who ever lived and used up good oxygen.
It most often happens when I focus more on "stuff", and, frankly, ignore Him. As if my stuff was more important. That's not one of the "thou shalt not" items on the stone tablets, except by implication, but I need to act and think as if it were.
What I really need is a day or more of NOTHING but Him, NOTHING but prayer. Life being what it is, that's probably not going to happen real soon. I do sometimes envy the monks who live as hermits on top a a mountain, able to devote their entire life to prayer and study.
Now, I am also told that the Buddhist monks had found ways to be in meditation in the midst of their lives, and some of the martial arts were tied to this practice. I guess that if the Zen Buddhists can find a way, so can I. And I desperately need some intense prayer time, it's been frankly lacking and I can feel the difference.
Yes, it is all too easy to be caught up in the things of the world. Some aren't evil, as such, but they may be distractions from where I am supposed to be. And I'm probably not alone in that.
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Our Old Testament reading today is Psalms 7, 8, and 9.
The "song of the day", a good one for any day, is "The Majesty and Glory of Your Name", straight out of Psalm 8. I've been privileged to be part of several choral groups in several states that did this, and it was one that almost always had a large section of both the choirs and the congregations with tears running down our faces. Me too.
Psalm 7
1 O LORD my
God, in thee do I put my trust: save me from all them that persecute me,
and deliver me: 2
Lest he tear my soul like a lion, rending it in pieces, while there is
none to deliver. 3 O LORD my God, If I have done this; if there be iniquity in my hands; 4
If I have rewarded evil unto him that was at peace with me; (yea, I
have delivered him that without cause is mine enemy:)
5 Let the enemy persecute my
soul, and take it; yea, let him tread down my life upon the earth, and
lay mine honour in the dust. Selah.
6 Arise, O LORD, in thine anger, lift up thyself
because of the rage of mine enemies: and awake for me to the judgment
that thou hast commanded.
7 So shall the congregation of the people compass thee
about: for their sakes therefore return thou on high.
8 The LORD shall judge the
people: judge me, O LORD, according to my righteousness, and according
to mine integrity that is in me.
9 Oh let the wickedness of the wicked come to an end;
but establish the just: for the righteous God trieth the hearts and
reins. 10 My defence is of God, which saveth the upright in heart. 11 God judgeth the righteous, and God is angry with the wicked every day. 12
If he turn not, he will whet his sword; he hath bent his bow, and made
it ready. 13
He hath also prepared for him the instruments of death; he ordaineth his
arrows against the persecutors.
14 Behold, he travaileth with iniquity, and hath
conceived mischief, and brought forth falsehood.
15 He made a pit, and digged it, and is fallen into the ditch which he made. 16
His mischief shall return upon his own head, and his violent dealing
shall come down upon his own pate.
17 I will praise the LORD according to his
righteousness: and will sing praise to the name of the LORD most high.
Psalm 8
1 O LORD, our
Lord, how excellent is thy name in all the earth! who hast set thy
glory above the heavens.
2 Out of the mouth of babes and sucklings hast thou ordained
strength because of thine enemies, that thou mightest still the enemy
and the avenger. 3
When I consider thy heavens, the work of thy fingers, the moon and the
stars, which thou hast ordained;
4 What is man, that thou art mindful of him? and the
son of man, that thou visitest him?
5 For thou hast made him a little lower than the
angels, and hast crowned him with glory and honour.
6 Thou madest him to have dominion
over the works of thy hands; thou hast put all things under his feet:
7 All sheep and oxen, yea, and the beasts of the field; 8
The fowl of the air, and the fish of the sea, and whatsoever passeth
through the paths of the seas.
9 O LORD our Lord, how excellent is thy name in all the earth!
Psalm 9
1 I will
praise thee, O LORD, with my whole heart; I will shew forth all thy
marvellous works. 2
I will be glad and rejoice in thee: I will sing praise to thy name, O
thou most High. 3
When mine enemies are turned back, they shall fall and perish at thy
presence. 4
For thou hast maintained my right and my cause; thou satest in the
throne judging right.
5 Thou hast rebuked the heathen, thou hast destroyed the wicked,
thou hast put out their name for ever and ever.
6 O thou enemy, destructions are come
to a perpetual end: and thou hast destroyed cities; their memorial is
perished with them. 7
But the LORD shall endure for ever: he hath prepared his throne for
judgment. 8
And he shall judge the world in righteousness, he shall minister
judgment to the people in uprightness.
9 The LORD also will be a refuge for the
oppressed, a refuge in times of trouble.
10 And they that know thy name will put their
trust in thee: for thou, LORD, hast not forsaken them that seek thee.
11 Sing praises
to the LORD, which dwelleth in Zion: declare among the people his
doings. 12
When he maketh inquisition for blood, he remembereth them: he forgetteth
not the cry of the humble.
13 Have mercy upon me, O LORD; consider my trouble which I
suffer of them that hate me, thou that liftest me up from the gates of
death: 14 That
I may shew forth all thy praise in the gates of the daughter of Zion: I
will rejoice in thy salvation.
15 The heathen are sunk down in the pit that they
made: in the net which they hid is their own foot taken.
16 The LORD is known by the
judgment which he executeth: the wicked is snared in the work of his own
hands. Higgaion. Selah.
17 The wicked shall be turned into hell, and all the nations that forget God. 18
For the needy shall not alway be forgotten: the expectation of the poor
shall not perish for ever.
19 Arise, O LORD; let not man prevail: let the heathen be judged in thy sight. 20
Put them in fear, O LORD: that the nations may know themselves to be
but men. Selah.
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Our New Testament passage is verses 1-15 in chapter 17 of the Acts of the Apostles.
Acts 17:1-15
1 Now when
they had passed through Amphipolis and Apollonia, they came to
Thessalonica, where was a synagogue of the Jews:
2 And Paul, as his manner was, went
in unto them, and three sabbath days reasoned with them out of the
scriptures, 3
Opening and alleging, that Christ must needs have suffered, and risen
again from the dead; and that this Jesus, whom I preach unto you, is
Christ. 4 And
some of them believed, and consorted with Paul and Silas; and of the
devout Greeks a great multitude, and of the chief women not a few.
5 But the Jews
which believed not, moved with envy, took unto them certain lewd fellows
of the baser sort, and gathered a company, and set all the city on an
uproar, and assaulted the house of Jason, and sought to bring them out
to the people. 6
And when they found them not, they drew Jason and certain brethren unto
the rulers of the city, crying, These that have turned the world upside
down are come hither also;
7 Whom Jason hath received: and these all do contrary to
the decrees of Caesar, saying that there is another king, one Jesus.
8 And they
troubled the people and the rulers of the city, when they heard these
things. 9 And
when they had taken security of Jason, and of the other, they let them
go. 10 And the
brethren immediately sent away Paul and Silas by night unto Berea: who
coming thither went into the synagogue of the Jews.
11 These were more noble than
those in Thessalonica, in that they received the word with all readiness
of mind, and searched the scriptures daily, whether those things were
so. 12
Therefore many of them believed; also of honourable women which were
Greeks, and of men, not a few.
13 But when the Jews of Thessalonica had knowledge that
the word of God was preached of Paul at Berea, they came thither also,
and stirred up the people.
14 And then immediately the brethren sent away Paul to go
as it were to the sea: but Silas and Timotheus abode there still.
15 And they that
conducted Paul brought him unto Athens: and receiving a commandment unto
Silas and Timotheus for to come to him with all speed, they departed.
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