Counting down the days to Spring. Too many, yes, but fewer each day.
A lot on my mind today.
Song of the day, perhaps song of the week or longer, is one you'll find in no hymnal. But it's moved me ever since the first time I heard it. Lots of truth there.
The song is "Blessings", brought to us by Laura Story Read, and ponder, the lyrics as you listen to it. Much truth there. One of the things that I am notorious for repeating is, "blessings don't always feel like blessings at the time. Later on, looking back (if we do so), we can see how an interruption in our plans that was an aggravation at the time, turned out to be the thing that led to something more wonderful than those plans could have given." And it's true.
Sometimes, it's redirection. Sometimes, it's a "not yet". As one put it, "if the Lord closes a door, praise Him in the hallway". He loves us, which is quite a miracle in itself, and knows more about the matter than we do. He's got this. And, yes, it may involve some tears and sleepless nights. But He's got this!
She has a story behind the song, which is worth hearing as always. (and, as ever, sorry for popup ads).
And it fits in with some of that "a lot on my mind" theme.
A week ago, our Sunday Bible study led to one of those "toss out to see what happens" questions. What does it mean to wrestle with God?
Well, as I answered, it's a very intense personal intimate thing. You can't wrestle even with a human casually, part-time, at arm's length. It's intense and close up. Now, I think we know we can't out-wrestle the Lord of the Universe. But we can try to grab hold of Him, to bring to Him our questions, our concerns, and, yes, our troubles too. All of it.
Which, in turn and what has been in mind all week, is the story in Genesis 32, with Jacob wrestling with a "man", that "man" being what many theologians regard as a "theophany", a pre-incarnate Jesus. Jacob wrestled with Him all night long, until day was about to break. At which time, the "man" wanted to leave and told Jacob to "let me go". Remember Jacob's response in verse 26? "I will not let thee go, except that thou bless me". The blessing is AFTER the struggle, AFTER wrestling with the Lord all night long. After. That struggle changed Jacob. Among other things, his name was changed from Jacob, meaning "supplanter", to Israel. That new name has been said to have several meanings, but one is a combination of wrestle and God.
So it is only after the struggle that the blessing can come. Only through the struggles are we changed.
The account that Laura Story speaks of, is just one account of that.
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The Old Testament reading today is chapters 47 and 48 in the book of Ezekiel, completing out yearly path through this.
Ezekiel 47
1 Afterward
he brought me again unto the door of the house; and, behold, waters
issued out from under the threshold of the house eastward: for the
forefront of the house stood toward the east, and the waters came down
from under from the right side of the house, at the south side of the
altar. 2 Then
brought he me out of the way of the gate northward, and led me about the
way without unto the utter gate by the way that looketh eastward; and,
behold, there ran out waters on the right side.
3 And when the man that had the line
in his hand went forth eastward, he measured a thousand cubits, and he
brought me through the waters; the waters were to the ankles.
4 Again he measured a
thousand, and brought me through the waters; the waters were to the
knees. Again he measured a thousand, and brought me through; the waters
were to the loins. 5
Afterward he measured a thousand; and it was a river that I could not
pass over: for the waters were risen, waters to swim in, a river that
could not be passed over.
6 And he said unto me, Son of man, hast thou seen this? Then
he brought me, and caused me to return to the brink of the river.
7 Now when I had
returned, behold, at the bank of the river were very many trees on the
one side and on the other.
8 Then said he unto me, These waters issue out toward the
east country, and go down into the desert, and go into the sea: which
being brought forth into the sea, the waters shall be healed.
9 And it shall come to
pass, that every thing that liveth, which moveth, whithersoever the
rivers shall come, shall live: and there shall be a very great multitude
of fish, because these waters shall come thither: for they shall be
healed; and every thing shall live whither the river cometh.
10 And it shall come to
pass, that the fishers shall stand upon it from Engedi even unto
Eneglaim; they shall be a place to spread forth nets; their fish shall
be according to their kinds, as the fish of the great sea, exceeding
many. 11 But
the miry places thereof and the marishes thereof shall not be healed;
they shall be given to salt.
12 And by the river upon the bank thereof, on this side
and on that side, shall grow all trees for meat, whose leaf shall not
fade, neither shall the fruit thereof be consumed: it shall bring forth
new fruit according to his months, because their waters they issued out
of the sanctuary: and the fruit thereof shall be for meat, and the leaf
thereof for medicine.
13 Thus saith the Lord GOD; This shall be the border, whereby ye
shall inherit the land according to the twelve tribes of Israel: Joseph
shall have two portions.
14 And ye shall inherit it, one as well as another:
concerning the which I lifted up mine hand to give it unto your fathers:
and this land shall fall unto you for inheritance.
15 And this shall be the border of
the land toward the north side, from the great sea, the way of Hethlon,
as men go to Zedad; 16
Hamath, Berothah, Sibraim, which is between the border of Damascus and
the border of Hamath; Hazarhatticon, which is by the coast of Hauran.
17 And the
border from the sea shall be Hazarenan, the border of Damascus, and the
north northward, and the border of Hamath. And this is the north side.
18 And the east
side ye shall measure from Hauran, and from Damascus, and from Gilead,
and from the land of Israel by Jordan, from the border unto the east
sea. And this is the east side.
19 And the south side southward, from Tamar even to
the waters of strife in Kadesh, the river to the great sea. And this is
the south side southward.
20 The west side also shall be the great sea from the
border, till a man come over against Hamath. This is the west side.
21 So shall ye divide this land unto you according to the tribes of Israel. 22
And it shall come to pass, that ye shall divide it by lot for an
inheritance unto you, and to the strangers that sojourn among you, which
shall beget children among you: and they shall be unto you as born in
the country among the children of Israel; they shall have inheritance
with you among the tribes of Israel.
23 And it shall come to pass, that in what tribe
the stranger sojourneth, there shall ye give him his inheritance, saith
the Lord GOD.
Ezekiel 48
1 Now these
are the names of the tribes. From the north end to the coast of the way
of Hethlon, as one goeth to Hamath, Hazarenan, the border of Damascus
northward, to the coast of Hamath; for these are his sides east and
west; a portion for Dan.
2 And by the border of Dan, from the east side unto the west
side, a portion for Asher.
3 And by the border of Asher, from the east side even unto
the west side, a portion for Naphtali.
4 And by the border of Naphtali, from the east
side unto the west side, a portion for Manasseh.
5 And by the border of Manasseh, from
the east side unto the west side, a portion for Ephraim.
6 And by the border of
Ephraim, from the east side even unto the west side, a portion for
Reuben. 7 And
by the border of Reuben, from the east side unto the west side, a
portion for Judah. 8
And by the border of Judah, from the east side unto the west side,
shall be the offering which ye shall offer of five and twenty thousand
reeds in breadth, and in length as one of the other parts, from the east
side unto the west side: and the sanctuary shall be in the midst of it.
9 The
oblation that ye shall offer unto the LORD shall be of five and twenty
thousand in length, and of ten thousand in breadth.
10 And for them, even for the
priests, shall be this holy oblation; toward the north five and twenty
thousand in length, and toward the west ten thousand in breadth, and
toward the east ten thousand in breadth, and toward the south five and
twenty thousand in length: and the sanctuary of the LORD shall be in the
midst thereof. 11
It shall be for the priests that are sanctified of the sons of Zadok;
which have kept my charge, which went not astray when the children of
Israel went astray, as the Levites went astray.
12 And this oblation of the land that
is offered shall be unto them a thing most holy by the border of the
Levites. 13
And over against the border of the priests the Levites shall have five
and twenty thousand in length, and ten thousand in breadth: all the
length shall be five and twenty thousand, and the breadth ten thousand.
14 And they
shall not sell of it, neither exchange, nor alienate the firstfruits of
the land: for it is holy unto the LORD.
15 And the five thousand, that are left in the
breadth over against the five and twenty thousand, shall be a profane
place for the city, for dwelling, and for suburbs: and the city shall be
in the midst thereof.
16 And these shall be the measures thereof; the north side four
thousand and five hundred, and the south side four thousand and five
hundred, and on the east side four thousand and five hundred, and the
west side four thousand and five hundred.
17 And the suburbs of the city shall be
toward the north two hundred and fifty, and toward the south two hundred
and fifty, and toward the east two hundred and fifty, and toward the
west two hundred and fifty.
18 And the residue in length over against the oblation of
the holy portion shall be ten thousand eastward, and ten thousand
westward: and it shall be over against the oblation of the holy portion;
and the increase thereof shall be for food unto them that serve the
city. 19 And
they that serve the city shall serve it out of all the tribes of Israel.
20 All the
oblation shall be five and twenty thousand by five and twenty thousand:
ye shall offer the holy oblation foursquare, with the possession of the
city. 21 And
the residue shall be for the prince, on the one side and on the other of
the holy oblation, and of the possession of the city, over against the
five and twenty thousand of the oblation toward the east border, and
westward over against the five and twenty thousand toward the west
border, over against the portions for the prince: and it shall be the
holy oblation; and the sanctuary of the house shall be in the midst
thereof. 22
Moreover from the possession of the Levites, and from the possession of
the city, being in the midst of that which is the prince's, between the
border of Judah and the border of Benjamin, shall be for the prince.
23 As for the
rest of the tribes, from the east side unto the west side, Benjamin
shall have a portion.
24 And by the border of Benjamin, from the east side unto the
west side, Simeon shall have a portion.
25 And by the border of Simeon, from the east
side unto the west side, Issachar a portion.
26 And by the border of Issachar, from
the east side unto the west side, Zebulun a portion.
27 And by the border of Zebulun,
from the east side unto the west side, Gad a portion.
28 And by the border of Gad, at
the south side southward, the border shall be even from Tamar unto the
waters of strife in Kadesh, and to the river toward the great sea.
29 This is the land
which ye shall divide by lot unto the tribes of Israel for inheritance,
and these are their portions, saith the Lord GOD.
30 And these are the goings out of
the city on the north side, four thousand and five hundred measures.
31 And the gates
of the city shall be after the names of the tribes of Israel: three
gates northward; one gate of Reuben, one gate of Judah, one gate of
Levi. 32 And
at the east side four thousand and five hundred: and three gates; and
one gate of Joseph, one gate of Benjamin, one gate of Dan.
33 And at the south side
four thousand and five hundred measures: and three gates; one gate of
Simeon, one gate of Issachar, one gate of Zebulun.
34 At the west side four thousand
and five hundred, with their three gates; one gate of Gad, one gate of
Asher, one gate of Naphtali.
35 It was round about eighteen thousand measures: and the
name of the city from that day shall be, The LORD is there.
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The reading today in the New Testament is chapter 1 in the first epistle of John. Short, could be memorized.
I John 1
1 That which
was from the beginning, which we have heard, which we have seen with our
eyes, which we have looked upon, and our hands have handled, of the
Word of life; 2
(For the life was manifested, and we have seen it, and bear witness,
and shew unto you that eternal life, which was with the Father, and was
manifested unto us;) 3
That which we have seen and heard declare we unto you, that ye also may
have fellowship with us: and truly our fellowship is with the Father,
and with his Son Jesus Christ.
4 And these things write we unto you, that your joy may be full. 5
This then is the message which we have heard of him, and declare unto
you, that God is light, and in him is no darkness at all.
6 If we say that we have
fellowship with him, and walk in darkness, we lie, and do not the truth:
7 But if we
walk in the light, as he is in the light, we have fellowship one with
another, and the blood of Jesus Christ his Son cleanseth us from all
sin. 8 If we
say that we have no sin, we deceive ourselves, and the truth is not in
us. 9 If we
confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to
cleanse us from all unrighteousness.
10 If we say that we have not sinned, we make him a liar, and his word is not in us.
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