Well, the end of the year has arrived. Tomorrow shall, Lord willing, see us well and truly into the new year. Seems impossible, somehow, but that's what the calendar page says.
So, I sincerely wish all a safe, joyous, happy, and blessed 2018. May we do better than we did in 2018.
It's a bit wistful for me. If I may be permitted to be a little bit inward-focused for a bit.
Eighteen years ago, we were nearing the end of the years whose number began with 19--. Yes, while it seems an impossibly long time ago, 1999 was just 18 years ago now. We had just moved. Again. From our little house, the first house we'd ever owned, on the edge of Maryville, Tennessee, in the foothills of the Great Smoky Mountains outside of Knoxville, we had moved. That was and is a lovely area, the people wonderful. The first time in my life that I had ever really been happy where I lived. But when my employer was sold out from under those of us who had been recruited from elsewhere to build something great (sounds, now, like the builders of Babel), getting out while the getting was good seemed like wisdom. As it turned out, we were right in that. (We still hear from friends there, including some former co-workers).
So, we moved into a lovely house we bought right on the Oklahoma-Arkansas line. Again, recruited to build a new division in an existing facility, with great plans. (Building is standing empty now, several retrenchments and astonishing levels of corporate and local incompetence). With all the warnings and hoopla about the "Y2K bug" which, we were warned, would lead to horrible power outages that would take months to repair, warnings of hungry crazed people wandering the streets like a zombie apocalypse, and the winter weather even in that relatively warm climate (warmer than where I now sit), disaster was foretold. The new house had a real working fireplace that was capable of heating the place in case of need, and we had a good supply of firewood ready to go. I had moved the family, taking them in the middle of the school year away from their friends and neighbors, promising them a better life there. Things seemed to be on an upward trajectory.
Lots can happen in eighteen years. Less than five years later, we were picking up and moving again. Wrenching my family away, again. That operation was closing, as the major supplier moved to Mexico and my previous efforts to develop new products were stymied by local management (after some heads were chopped, generally the wrong ones) who had decreed that only efforts on behalf of that now-departed customer were permitted. Those folks got "golden parachutes". I didn't.. Again, people scattered to the winds.
Several similar disasters awaited us. Had I known that in advance, utter despair would probably have set in. God carried us through them, all the way to today. I am grateful.
Now, before every single one of those several moves (and there are several I have not listed), I earnestly sought the Lord, asking Him to make His will known so that I might follow without error (or fear). I believe that He had a purpose to all of this, and several things were accomplished that certainly could not have been, had we not had this bumpy journey.
But I confess that I'd like to have back that sense of progress and being surrounded by those I love so much that I had that night. Is that so wrong?
Wife was not doing well last night. Perhaps today will be better. The "day" will be a whole 37 seconds longer than yesterday, so we're picking up speed. But the weather the next 10 days can only be described as lousy. But there is a lot of that going on. Wife has an honorary sister whose son lives in Butte, Montana. He loves it there, though the winter is longer, colder, and has lots more snow than here. I wish him well of it. But not for me, not at all.
Today, being the end of the year, is also a good day to adjust one's attitude and thinking, to try to set some direction for the coming year(s). I believe, despite it all, that I am where I am because that is the Lord's will, that He has a mission in mind. What it is, I do not know, but desperately need to discover. That will be a big part of my mental exercise for today and tomorrow.
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Our Old Testament reading is the book of Malachi, finishing our schedule for the year.
Malachi 1
1 The burden of the word of the LORD to Israel by Malachi. 2
I have loved you, saith the LORD. Yet ye say, Wherein hast thou loved
us? Was not Esau Jacob's brother? saith the LORD: yet I loved Jacob,
3 And I hated
Esau, and laid his mountains and his heritage waste for the dragons of
the wilderness. 4
Whereas Edom saith, We are impoverished, but we will return and build
the desolate places; thus saith the LORD of hosts, They shall build, but
I will throw down; and they shall call them, The border of wickedness,
and, The people against whom the LORD hath indignation for ever.
5 And your eyes shall
see, and ye shall say, The LORD will be magnified from the border of
Israel. 6 A
son honoureth his father, and a servant his master: if then I be a
father, where is mine honour? and if I be a master, where is my fear?
saith the LORD of hosts unto you, O priests, that despise my name. And
ye say, Wherein have we despised thy name?
7 Ye offer polluted bread upon mine altar;
and ye say, Wherein have we polluted thee? In that ye say, The table of
the LORD is contemptible.
8 And if ye offer the blind for sacrifice, is it not evil?
and if ye offer the lame and sick, is it not evil? offer it now unto thy
governor; will he be pleased with thee, or accept thy person? saith the
LORD of hosts. 9
And now, I pray you, beseech God that he will be gracious unto us: this
hath been by your means: will he regard your persons? saith the LORD of
hosts. 10 Who
is there even among you that would shut the doors for nought? neither
do ye kindle fire on mine altar for nought. I have no pleasure in you,
saith the LORD of hosts, neither will I accept an offering at your hand.
11 For from
the rising of the sun even unto the going down of the same my name shall
be great among the Gentiles; and in every place incense shall be
offered unto my name, and a pure offering: for my name shall be great
among the heathen, saith the LORD of hosts.
12 But ye have profaned it, in that ye
say, The table of the LORD is polluted; and the fruit thereof, even his
meat, is contemptible.
13 Ye said also, Behold, what a weariness is it! and ye have
snuffed at it, saith the LORD of hosts; and ye brought that which was
torn, and the lame, and the sick; thus ye brought an offering: should I
accept this of your hand? saith the LORD.
14 But cursed be the deceiver, which hath in
his flock a male, and voweth, and sacrificeth unto the LORD a corrupt
thing: for I am a great King, saith the LORD of hosts, and my name is
dreadful among the heathen.
Malachi 2
1 And now, O ye priests, this commandment is for you. 2
If ye will not hear, and if ye will not lay it to heart, to give glory
unto my name, saith the LORD of hosts, I will even send a curse upon
you, and I will curse your blessings: yea, I have cursed them already,
because ye do not lay it to heart.
3 Behold, I will corrupt your seed, and spread dung
upon your faces, even the dung of your solemn feasts; and one shall
take you away with it.
4 And ye shall know that I have sent this commandment unto you,
that my covenant might be with Levi, saith the LORD of hosts.
5 My covenant was with
him of life and peace; and I gave them to him for the fear wherewith he
feared me, and was afraid before my name.
6 The law of truth was in his mouth, and
iniquity was not found in his lips: he walked with me in peace and
equity, and did turn many away from iniquity.
7 For the priest's lips should keep
knowledge, and they should seek the law at his mouth: for he is the
messenger of the LORD of hosts.
8 But ye are departed out of the way; ye have caused
many to stumble at the law; ye have corrupted the covenant of Levi,
saith the LORD of hosts.
9 Therefore have I also made you contemptible and base before
all the people, according as ye have not kept my ways, but have been
partial in the law. 10
Have we not all one father? hath not one God created us? why do we deal
treacherously every man against his brother, by profaning the covenant
of our fathers? 11
Judah hath dealt treacherously, and an abomination is committed in
Israel and in Jerusalem; for Judah hath profaned the holiness of the
LORD which he loved, and hath married the daughter of a strange god.
12 The LORD will
cut off the man that doeth this, the master and the scholar, out of the
tabernacles of Jacob, and him that offereth an offering unto the LORD of
hosts. 13 And
this have ye done again, covering the altar of the LORD with tears,
with weeping, and with crying out, insomuch that he regardeth not the
offering any more, or receiveth it with good will at your hand.
14 Yet ye say,
Wherefore? Because the LORD hath been witness between thee and the wife
of thy youth, against whom thou hast dealt treacherously: yet is she thy
companion, and the wife of thy covenant.
15 And did not he make one? Yet had he the
residue of the spirit. And wherefore one? That he might seek a godly
seed. Therefore take heed to your spirit, and let none deal
treacherously against the wife of his youth.
16 For the LORD, the God of Israel, saith
that he hateth putting away: for one covereth violence with his
garment, saith the LORD of hosts: therefore take heed to your spirit,
that ye deal not treacherously.
17 Ye have wearied the LORD with your words. Yet ye
say, Wherein have we wearied him? When ye say, Every one that doeth evil
is good in the sight of the LORD, and he delighteth in them; or, Where
is the God of judgment?
Malachi 3
1 Behold, I
will send my messenger, and he shall prepare the way before me: and the
LORD, whom ye seek, shall suddenly come to his temple, even the
messenger of the covenant, whom ye delight in: behold, he shall come,
saith the LORD of hosts.
2 But who may abide the day of his coming? and who shall
stand when he appeareth? for he is like a refiner's fire, and like
fullers' soap: 3
And he shall sit as a refiner and purifier of silver: and he shall
purify the sons of Levi, and purge them as gold and silver, that they
may offer unto the LORD an offering in righteousness.
4 Then shall the offering of
Judah and Jerusalem be pleasant unto the LORD, as in the days of old,
and as in former years.
5 And I will come near to you to judgment; and I will be a
swift witness against the sorcerers, and against the adulterers, and
against false swearers, and against those that oppress the hireling in
his wages, the widow, and the fatherless, and that turn aside the
stranger from his right, and fear not me, saith the LORD of hosts.
6 For I am the
LORD, I change not; therefore ye sons of Jacob are not consumed.
7 Even from the days
of your fathers ye are gone away from mine ordinances, and have not kept
them. Return unto me, and I will return unto you, saith the LORD of
hosts. But ye said, Wherein shall we return?
8 Will a man rob God? Yet ye have robbed
me. But ye say, Wherein have we robbed thee? In tithes and offerings.
9 Ye are cursed with a curse: for ye have robbed me, even this whole nation. 10
Bring ye all the tithes into the storehouse, that there may be meat in
mine house, and prove me now herewith, saith the LORD of hosts, if I
will not open you the windows of heaven, and pour you out a blessing,
that there shall not be room enough to receive it.
11 And I will rebuke the devourer
for your sakes, and he shall not destroy the fruits of your ground;
neither shall your vine cast her fruit before the time in the field,
saith the LORD of hosts.
12 And all nations shall call you blessed: for ye shall be a
delightsome land, saith the LORD of hosts.
13 Your words have been stout against me,
saith the LORD. Yet ye say, What have we spoken so much against thee?
14 Ye have said,
It is vain to serve God: and what profit is it that we have kept his
ordinance, and that we have walked mournfully before the LORD of hosts?
15 And now we
call the proud happy; yea, they that work wickedness are set up; yea,
they that tempt God are even delivered.
16 Then they that feared the LORD spake often
one to another: and the LORD hearkened, and heard it, and a book of
remembrance was written before him for them that feared the LORD, and
that thought upon his name.
17 And they shall be mine, saith the LORD of hosts, in
that day when I make up my jewels; and I will spare them, as a man
spareth his own son that serveth him.
18 Then shall ye return, and discern between the
righteous and the wicked, between him that serveth God and him that
serveth him not.
Malachi 4
1 For,
behold, the day cometh, that shall burn as an oven; and all the proud,
yea, and all that do wickedly, shall be stubble: and the day that cometh
shall burn them up, saith the LORD of hosts, that it shall leave them
neither root nor branch.
2 But unto you that fear my name shall the Sun of
righteousness arise with healing in his wings; and ye shall go forth,
and grow up as calves of the stall.
3 And ye shall tread down the wicked; for they
shall be ashes under the soles of your feet in the day that I shall do
this, saith the LORD of hosts.
4 Remember ye the law of Moses my servant, which I
commanded unto him in Horeb for all Israel, with the statutes and
judgments. 5
Behold, I will send you Elijah the prophet before the coming of the
great and dreadful day of the LORD:
6 And he shall turn the heart of the fathers to
the children, and the heart of the children to their fathers, lest I
come and smite the earth with a curse.
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Our New Testament reading is the last chapter in the Revelation, chapter 22. Please pay attention to it.
Revelation 22
1 And he
shewed me a pure river of water of life, clear as crystal, proceeding
out of the throne of God and of the Lamb.
2 In the midst of the street of it, and on
either side of the river, was there the tree of life, which bare twelve
manner of fruits, and yielded her fruit every month: and the leaves of
the tree were for the healing of the nations.
3 And there shall be no more curse: but
the throne of God and of the Lamb shall be in it; and his servants shall
serve him: 4 And they shall see his face; and his name shall be in their foreheads. 5
And there shall be no night there; and they need no candle, neither
light of the sun; for the Lord God giveth them light: and they shall
reign for ever and ever.
6 And he said unto me, These sayings are faithful and true:
and the Lord God of the holy prophets sent his angel to shew unto his
servants the things which must shortly be done.
7 Behold, I come quickly: blessed is
he that keepeth the sayings of the prophecy of this book.
8 And I John saw these
things, and heard them. And when I had heard and seen, I fell down to
worship before the feet of the angel which shewed me these things.
9 Then saith he
unto me, See thou do it not: for I am thy fellowservant, and of thy
brethren the prophets, and of them which keep the sayings of this book:
worship God. 10
And he saith unto me, Seal not the sayings of the prophecy of this
book: for the time is at hand.
11 He that is unjust, let him be unjust still: and he
which is filthy, let him be filthy still: and he that is righteous, let
him be righteous still: and he that is holy, let him be holy still.
12 And, behold, I
come quickly; and my reward is with me, to give every man according as
his work shall be. 13 I am Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the end, the first and the last. 14
Blessed are they that do his commandments, that they may have right to
the tree of life, and may enter in through the gates into the city.
15 For without are
dogs, and sorcerers, and whoremongers, and murderers, and idolaters,
and whosoever loveth and maketh a lie.
16 I Jesus have sent mine angel to testify unto
you these things in the churches. I am the root and the offspring of
David, and the bright and morning star.
17 And the Spirit and the bride say, Come. And
let him that heareth say, Come. And let him that is athirst come. And
whosoever will, let him take the water of life freely.
18 For I testify unto every man
that heareth the words of the prophecy of this book, If any man shall
add unto these things, God shall add unto him the plagues that are
written in this book:
19 And if any man shall take away from the words of the book of
this prophecy, God shall take away his part out of the book of life, and
out of the holy city, and from the things which are written in this
book. 20 He
which testifieth these things saith, Surely I come quickly. Amen. Even
so, come, Lord Jesus.
21 The grace of our Lord Jesus Christ be with you all. Amen.
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